skz littles !

left out (b.cn x s.cb x k.sm)

left out
bang chan x seo changbin x kim seungmin
little: seungmin
cg: chan, changbin
age: 4-6

"hyung can we-"
"no, seungmin. hyung's busy, okay?"
"binnie hyung, can-"
"sorry, i have plans with hyunjin. bye, seungmin!"

that's what seungmin has been dealing with for the past 3 hours. he was just asking if he can play, but his cargivers seems to care about something else, thats not him. he huffed, and just stayed in his room.  so, he decided to go bug minho instead, only to be kicked out of the room. seungmin pouted, and layed down in his bed. "stupid hyungies. stupid little space!" seungmin yelled at himself, trashing around in his bed, fighting back his tears. suddenly bangchan came inside the room, annoyed. "seungmin, come out. we're having practice at like, 3. c'mon, stop being stubborn, and get ready." chan spat, and left the room, closing the door shut. seungmin sighed, wiping his tears and sat up. he wore a hoode and some loose pants. he washed his face and walked out, tired.

"about time." chan glared at the younger, as everyone was waiting in the van. seungmin rolled his eyes, feeling a pang in his heart. he sat in the empty seat in the back. suddenly, felix ran to the van, squeaking and giggling. "sorry, chan!" felix yelled in english, laughing as he sat in an empty seat beside the leader. seungmin thought that chan would get mad at the freckled boy, but instead chan smiled and just patted the freckled male's head, chuckling. seungmin raised a brow.

oh, so it different now?
felix was late, but he's okay?
i'm late, but he's mad. 
what's the difference?!

seungmin huffed, fighting back tears. the rubbed his eyes and sighed, waiting until they arrived. soon, they arrived in the building, and all walked outside. seungmin can't help but notice how everyone has their own buddy to talk and laugh to as they walk inside, but he doesnt have anyone to chit chat with. he sucked in a deep breath and sighed softly. he walked inside the dance studio, his hands deep inside his pockets, scratching them to stop himself from crying. 

"what took you so damn long, seungmin?!" changbin yelled, mad at the younger. seungmin ignored changbin, and walked straight to his assigned, non assigned place and placed his bag down. he streched, and waited. he watched as minho turned the music on, and all of them started dancing. everyone was doing well, but seungmin.. he can't seem to focus, at all. his movements was sloppy, and making a few mistakes here and there. 

"alright, time out!" minho yelled, stopping the music. he eyed seungmin, and sighed. "seungmin, what's wrong? you arent even doing the dance right. you were offbeat, and your movements was sloppy, as hell!" minho scolded the younger, watching as everyone went to take a rest. seungmin shrugged, fiddling with his fingers in his hoodie pocket. minho rolled his eyes. "i expect you to do better." minho mumbled, walking past the younger. seungmin sighed, and walked over to his bag. but, he can't help but notice how bangchan seem to be so worried of changbin's health, and jeongin's health. seungmin would think that they would get ignored, but being taken care of? what about him? he was pale the whole time, and even has no energy. seungmin frowned, watching as everyone came to check up on the two sick males. 

chan approached the younger, mad. "so, now you dont care about your caregiver? changbin? and your younger brother?!"

"no, its not like that!-"

"oh, yes it is seungmin. what the fuck is up with you?!" chan yelled, making the younger flinch. chan noticed how the younger flinched and felt kind of bad. seungmin looked away. "i-i just wanna slip, okay?! i-i- you guys were ignoring me so much! i asked for attention, but you brushed me off just like that! you didnt care when felix hyung was late! you let him be! and when i was late, you were mad! then, you care about changbin and jeongin's health, not like i dont care, but you didn't care to check up on me!"

chan stopped, blinking. seungmin cursed softly. "i-i didnt mean it-"

"shh, sweetheart. you can slip, okay? me and binne will play with you. c'mon, i'll give the day off. okay?" chan spoke softly, making seungmin slip almost immediately. seungmin immediately clung onto chan, crying softly in his caregiver's arms. "m-missed chu.. thought chan didn' like min." seungmin mumbled, sniffling and hiccuping. chan cooed and played with the younger's hair. "yes, min. i'm sorry. but i didnt mean it, okay? i was just stressed out, but i know it wasnt supposed to be an excuse.. im sorry, little one."

seungmin whimpered, and clutched chan's shirt tightly. chan smiled, and picked the little up. he motioned to the other members that all of them are going home. changbin sat beside seungmin and chan. changbin cooed weakly and kissed seungmin's cheeks. "i'm sorry too, minnie. binnie didnt gave you that much attention at home. binnie promise bin'll cuddle you till you sleep at home, okay? bin loves you!~" changbin smiled, his voice seeming a bit sore, and deep, as deep as felix's. seungmin nod, and pecked changbin's cheek, giggling. "issok, bin!"

END