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Chase elliott- airplane crash pt2

Warnings: self harm and suicide

I watched the cars go around in circles from pit road. I wasn't driving because Rodger Penske didn't think I was mentally stable enough to drive. He wasn't wrong tho, the scars on my arms proved that.

I sighed and turned away from the cars and made my way slowly to my bus. I looked around once more before walking in, this had been my first time at the track without chase there.

I constantly thought about how I didn't go with him that day, I should have either gone with him or convinced him to go with me golfing. Either way we'd both be in the same situation, in it together, like we had been most of our lives.

I never realized how much chase and I relied on each other until he was gone. I lost track of the times I dialled his number without thinking wanting to tell him something.

I walked over to the kitchen counter and read the note I had written this morning one more time. I then walked slowly to the bathroom, I grabbed the pill bottle and swallowed the pills inside. I opened the draw and grabbed the razor and cut my wrist. I don't even register the pain, everything just goes fuzzy.

I slide down the wall and onto the floor, I pull out my phone and look at the Lock Screen it's chase and I at a braves game together.

"I'm sorry I didn't go with you." I whispered, "but I'm going to see you again soon."

I felt myself get weaker and everything got darker before it went completely black.

A/n:
I thought I had already posted this and then realized I hadn't so I'll post it since it was a request.