THE MATRIX

Chapter 1 Trusting for Miracles

There would be a Time that when I dream, it Really Seems Real. But How? Others say when you're Heavily Tired, your Mind Really flies Anywhere. Probably co'z the Mind is Tired, too. But Some Elders say that When the Body is Tired, Each and Every souls would Travel Anywhere. Much of a Questions that Puzzles me but then, forgets it Again. "Focus Tommy! Focus!"talks to myself again, doing my Job Daily. As always. Reading Files, Computing numbers about Items bought, items Sell, Payments, Loans and Especially, The Bills. "Ugh!! Tomorrow will be a Great Day of me!!" Stretching again.   

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As I was lying in my bed, Rains pitter pattering in my Windows. The Street Lights, the Road and the People. Then I was Starting to Wonder, People Keep busying themselves from Their Jobs. Bussinessmen, Teachers, Lawyers, and Carpenters. Then I wonder, How Do they Define life? Being a Good Person, then says 'It's Very Hard.' Repent, but then again, Very Hard. Keep Feeding yourself to Becoming Perfect, Avoiding to have The Same Mistake again, Feeding themselves of Values of becoming Extremely Perfect, ugh.  

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But How? How Do you Define The Purpose of Life, Seriously?..........If Suddenly, you would Doubt yourself, if your Decision in life is Right this time. Oh, my mind Flew again, I should go to sleep Early tonight. And Continue my life again Tomorrow.  

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Then my Phone rings again at 5 am Early, it's Dylan...  

Dylan: Hi, Tom. 

Tom: What?  

Dylan: would you like to help me? 

Tom: In what?  

Dylan: It would be Fun, just Help us some Audiences co'z I Want us to be Known by Name. you know I'm sayin'?  

Tom: Yeah, okay. I'm coming.  

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So I clothed myself in what I'm Comfortable with, a Jeans, Grey Shirt and just a Simple Purple Jacket, and that's it, I'm good to go. Just riding a Cycling Bike with a Basket in front, co'z the only thing I'm Carrying is a Tool Bag for Tinking. Just a Sideline, That's  what people Do, to Multitask if getting Bored of themselves. 

Sometimes, I'm doing my Decent Job, then doing I'm Best with, a Technological Mechanist.  

People do that nowadays, Not when it was Before. Taking a Hard Labor, Just to Have a Job. Begging to Have some and living-- As a Slave.  

Slave? How would you Define it? Living just to Have some Money, Labouring yourself Just for a Food. If you get Bored of Your life then, multitask Comes in. If you Have some money left, then Spend it for Yourself, Enjoying life, That's how I Define Slave.  

AVOIDING YOURSELF NOT BEING BORED!!  

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My phone rings again, it's Starlight. so I called on, "What?" And I Knew they're Already waiting, "Where are you?" "I'm Getting there, Don't you worry," Just to avoid her Fuming. "Tom, we're Waiting," then she Hanged out.  

They say, we are All here Just to Test us living. Born Just to Test us, that's how we live, would you believe That? What is the Truth? Or you have Another Opinions, Thinkings, Reasons or Perspectives. 

And When you Passed the Test, That's when the Luck comes in-- You Began to Serve. To Serve others, or it's Already Your mission. Again, would you believe That?  

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It's Already midday so, Again, I Failed attending to My Report. Probably, my Boss are Furious again. Maybe tomorrow I should Apologize.