THE MATRIX

Chapter 13 Mind Open

They did trained me step by step, maybe because of how would my limits be. Morpheus knew that I can learn easily, that I should learn more. So wants to train me continuously, wow, he's that desperate? Anything has a rule, even your life living has a rule. That's what he meant so, do what you do best. Well, I am here to do what I learned. And I did trained myself into combat. We're fighting each other, hitting each other at first. Try the kicking but, he got me and said, "Good! Adaptation, Improvisation. But your weakness is not your technique," he intoned. That's more encouraging, so I carried on. Beating in a lower angle, fastly arm beating and punching him. I'm more flexible than I notice, this is getting me more Upbeat. Then we're fighting each other harder, really training me where would I end. I've done my best, but I noticed, that wasn't Best enough. "How did I beat you?" he then questioned. "You're too fast," I disheartningly replied. "Do you believe that my being stronger or faster has anything to do with my muscles in this place? he stressed. I moved my head saying no, panthing. "You think that's air you're breathing right now?" he remarked. Did he mean all I'm living with, isn't true? He grinned again, "again!" Means I should pushed on, and we did start again. I did pushed harder, when I knew he'd gonna beat me again, I stepped back quickly. 

"What are you waiting for? You're faster than this," he told me. Oh, that's what he really meant. "Don't think you are, know you are," he encouraged. Still  doing my best but, he demands again. "Come On!! Stop trying to hit me and Hit Me!!" In my presence, I'm getting faster now to almost beating him out. Guess I've gone Berserk, I knew. "I know what you're trying to do," I realized, others are bent. He wanted me to Strongly Break him? That's Not gonna happen. "I'm trying to free your mind, Neo. But I can only show you the door, you're the one that has to walk through." He told me. He wants me to do the impossible, that's what he meant. "Tank, load the Jump Program," He commanded. In that presence, we are at the top of a High buildings. "You have to let it all go, Neo. Fear, doubt, and disbelief," he remarked, then jumped into other far building. And I observed, this is too high. I will jump high, whatever, man. I did run, as I jump so high, I'm still running in the air. Running through the Air, thinking I could make it. I fell, I fell fast into the ground. This Programmed ground that bounce me back then, hits hard.  

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I still don't get it, they can but I can't. Why is that? Then, I notice a blood in my mouth. "I thought wasn't real," I said. "Your mind makes it real," he stated. "If you killed in the Matrix, you die here?" he stated. "Your body cannot live without the mind," he stated.  

I'm so tired that I lay down to sleep. There was a time when I stay there laying, tank instruct me. He said, when being 'free of mind' means, I should be aware of anything in my presence. The Mind is way further for what I know now. Then he said, I should train More. But today, I know, I'm tired.