A/N so there will be body insecurity and body shaming mentioned in this chapter and it goes for the majority of it but if you don't wish to read this don't. Skip to the next chapter that I'll release probably tomorrow or the next. Sorry for any inconveniences.
I wake up with the sun shining in my eyes. Honestly how does the others sleep through this. I feel like nothing can ruin my day so I get changed and get lily up for breakfast.
"Oh my lily flower would you care to grace me with the honour of taking you to breakfast?"
"Umm sure!"
"Well are you ready lils?"
"Yep!"
"Let's go!"
I link our hands together and we walk to the hall but as we were about to open the door she took her hand out of mine.
"Hey what's wrong lily my love?"
"It's just... umm I just don't want the attention on us. Like the beautiful, handsome, hot James who has 5 girls trying to get him with ugly, fat lily who has only had one guy and let's just say he wasn't a looker."
"Lils... your beautiful and hot and perfect."
"Look I don't think so and because of my poor self imagery I don't go to breakfast to lose weight. I wear baggy clothes to make myself look smaller. I stuff my bra to look more attractive and I wear tights that have the bottom enhancer. Severus my last boy. He told me 'a pretty face is great but it's whats between the waist that make or break'. He used to try and look under my skirts and try and see me without clothing. I never let him. H he once w walked in on me changing. And laughed. And called me fat." Lily said in tears
"Why didn't you tell me you had low self esteem and that shit."
"It's nothing to do with you. It's just an awkward subject to converse. I'm just going to my room. Fix up my makeup. Anyways I'm not hungry. Bye James."
"No lils please come with me to breaky. I will carry you in bridal style and force feed you."
"But my makeup."
"I have everything you will need. Not that you need any."'
"Do i want to know why you have makeup."
"Sirius emo phase. I have photos if you want to see. And so you know how beautiful you are I'll show you my dia- I mean journal."
"Ok fine."
A/N
Don't ever try and starve yourself
You are enough
Have a great day
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Once a dream now a reality. A Jilly love story
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