Once a dream now a reality. A Jilly love story

James part 17

I've really fucked this up. I honestly thought she would be cool with the whole situation. I guess I don't know her as well as I thought. I continue running down the corridors till I found Sirius.
"Sirius."
"What?"
"I kinda fucked up."
"How so?"
"You know Hayley."
"Yeah the hot one."
"Yeah she snogged me."
"Fuck."
"And lily saw."
"Double fuck."
"Yeah and I can't find her."
"So what are you implying."
"I need help finding her."
"Fine."
We ended up walking in and out of the school and just when we almost gave up we walked past the third floor bathrooms. I start mumbling to myself. A thing I do when Nervous or stressed.
"Where is lily. I need to talk to her. If I was lily where would I hide." I say.
"No fucking idea mate. Your the dumbass that kissed Hayley." Honestly if we weren't on a girl hunt I would curse him till next year.
"She fucking forced me Sirius. You don't know lily like I do."
"Really. Who comforted her when you and snape hurt her."
"Yeah well I love her."
"If you did mate you would have pushed Hayley away from you."
"She had me fucking pinned. And stop fucking getting up me." I say gripping my wand. Then lily walks out of the bathroom. Face stained with tears.
"Lils let me explain."
"Potter we are over I saw you down by the lake. I fucking loved you. But no your a fucking player. So yeah we are over. Want that in writing so you can go to your new girl and do god knows what."
"Lily..."
"Nope. You lied to me. You said you only had eyes for me. You fucking looked me in the eye and said you liked me. I trusted you. And now boys wonder why girls have fucking insecurities and trust issues. It's boys like you that cheat on you the second they can. I honestly thought you actually liked me. This is a new low for you. Good bye James potter and I hope you have a good life." She leaves it at that.
"Wow. That couldn't have gone better." Sirius says.
"I don't need your smart-arse comments."
"Sure?"
"I feel sick. Like I have a dementor on me."
"Well we best get to the dorms."
"What if I run into her. She's going to murder me."
"No she won't."
"Why."
"You heard what she said. She said she loved you."
"Doesn't matter. She doesn't give a fuck about me."
"Nah she always loved you."
"Nah I asked her out for the past five years."
"How would you feel if someone just came up to you saying 'hey you wanna go out with me' you know." Fuck he can be smart.
"You know your actually make sense."
We just walked back to the dorms and as soon as I got there I face planted into my pillow and just cried silently. How could a girl hurt you like this?
A/N
Hello beautiful people hope all is well. Just wanted to say thank you and I hope you have a fabulous day. Let's say a broken nose shall happen. And Remus will be pissed. Should I do more different perspectives. Pls comment any ideas and vote and follow if you want.
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