Alluring you

Chapter 26

Malina

The way Alexander reacts scares me but, also makes me feel safe. I like possessive guys but, I have never thought that someone would kill for me. Is he like me? I want to believe him but, my old scars still hurt. What should I do? I am so confused.... Hope I will accept him.

We reached a beautiful Italian restaurant. He came and opened a door for me. He looks like a Prince Charming. I clear my thoughts and give him my hand we go inside he takes out a chair for me like a gentleman. Okay, he has etiquette. I sit down and look down.

"Are you comfortable?" He asked me politely.

"Yup, I am okay what with you?" I smile at him. This is the genuine smile I hardly give anyone. I don't know why I smile at him while talking to him. I feel the heat on my cheeks. Oh God hope he hasn't noticed that I am blushing.

He clears his throat. "What you want to order my queen?" He asked me. He said "my Queen" in front of everyone. This is more intimate. My ex never did this, he never held my hand in public. 

"Anything you want I will eat the same," I said. Oh God, why I said this? This is more embarrassing. How will I make eye contact with him now? So I look down at the table. I don't want him to notice this.

"What happened? Are you ok my queen?" He asked. I looked at him. He is looking curious. But, I will never share my weakness with him. This is my first date. My ex never asked me for a date. Yeah, we go out but we never go on dates. In some ways, Alexander is my first one in some things.

I am a virgin too. And I will never tell Alexander this because I know he will want to claim me completely and I don't want this. I want to lose my virginity when I feel love. When I realized he would love me after this and stay with me my whole life. I still don't trust Alexander. I never trusted the opposite gender in some ways. Now due to my ex, I don't trust anyone anymore.

After a beautiful date, he is here to drop me at my condo. He is a perfect example of a gentleman. I told him that I would go on my own but he never left my side alone. Why I am attracted to him? I open my condo door and he also comes inside with me because it's already midnight I don't want him to go because there are more street crimes nowadays. So I asked him to stay tonight. I know it's ridiculous.

He grabs my arm and pulls me towards him. My breast touches his chest. My nipples were suddenly so hard like they were like a sharp knife. He cups my face and kisses my forehead. I am melting into this kiss. Then, he takes my hand into his and leads me to my room.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

He turns to face me. And said nothing. I am curious what he is trying to do. He goes to the bathroom. And I hear water running out. Is he taking a shower in my bathroom? Weird.
He comes after three mins. He takes my heels off.

"I will do it, Alexander," I said to him. Then, he stares at me and again says nothing. He takes off my heels. He takes my hand and leads me to the bathroom. He prepares a hot water tub, towel, body wash, shampoo etc everything.

"Take a shower, my queen and I will make you a Hot coffee waiting for you downstairs," he said kissing my forehead again. Then, his body heat goes away. I open my eyes. Tears run down my cheeks. He is doing everything I wished for. He is the best person. I don't want to fall for him but I am getting failed.