Faded Grey

Chapter 10

It has now been two months since Elias came to prison, and he had settled into a routine of sorts.

When he was in his cell, he tried to do an hour of exercices to keep himself somewhat active. At first, Matteo simply ignored him and focused on his own things, but at some point he started to join in the exercises. Elias didn't comment and just concentrated on himself, but a small part of him was glad to do this with someone. It gave him a sense of normalcy inside this place which was usually hostile and tense.

After that, if he wasn't sleeping, he read books or wrote ideas down. 

His hours outside his cell were limited, but they were the most active. While he stayed out of trouble, once in a while a fight would break out between inmates. It had been shocking and nerve wracking the first few times he witnessed it, but now he wasn't really affected anymore and simply stayed alert in case he had to defend himself. 

As for Leonardo, Elias did his best not to piss the man off again. The anger and frustration he felt in the beginning had mostly faded, and he had become kind of used to it. At least, until Leonardo started to kiss him. 

He still despised the Italian man, but unfortunately, this didn't change the fact that Elias was gay. He hadn't dared admit to himself yet, but Leonardo was an attractive man. When he began to feel those warm lips against his own, while feeling the man's firm chest press against him, Elias couldn't control the low warmth sitting at the pit of his stomach. 

The only thing he could be proud of was that each time Leonardo kissed him, he kept still and didn't reciprocate. As much as he tried to ignore it though, the temptation to taste those lips properly lingered in the back of his head each night he went to sleep, and every time he felt Leonardo's warm touch.

Elias was currently walking towards Leonardo's cell with his towel and other necessities in hand. 

He was slightly apprehensive, because it was the first time Leonardo accompanied him to the showers. Elias usually went with Matteo or another high-ranking member in Leonardo's group. They were there to protect him if anyone tried to corner him. 

After they had just sealed the agreement, Elias remembered how Leonardo had told him plainly that he reeked, and he didn't want a bitch who smelled all the time. His cheeks had felt warm with embarrassment. 

He didn't want to admit to him that he was scared to go back there, but at the same time there was no way he would go alone. 

"I'll go tomorrow. There's too much people at this time-" Leonardo cut him off with an exasperated sigh.

"You're going now. Matteo will go with you." Elias had been put off by the blunt response. Nonetheless, he had been glad he wouldn't have to go alone.

Once Leonardo caught a glimpse of Elias by the entrance of his cell, he dismissed the man he was talking to. He grabbed a towel and his soap before walking out. Without a word, he took the lead towards the showers, knowing that his pet was going to follow behind. 

In the showers, Elias took the spot beside the Italian. He was grateful there was half a wall separating the shower heads that hid most of his body. However, he was still hyperaware not only of his own nudity, but Leonardo's as well. 

Leonardo didn't seem to share any of his concerns. He had removed his clothes without faltering, his face expressionless as he began to wash. 

As he washed himself, Elias took a quick look around and noticed that the last two people were walking out of the room. Knowing that there had been at a couple more people when they went in, he wondered if Leonardo's presence had chased them out. 

He was startled away from his thoughts when he felt a hand on his hip. Elias felt his blood run cold as he recalled  the incident in the showers. Before he could do anything, he was abruptly turned around and pressed against the tiles. 

He panted slightly nerves as he stared at Leonardo. He quickly noticed that the man was still naked, and he felt himself blush as he willed himself not to look down. 

Leonardo stepped closer to him, until their chests were almost touching. His hand was still holding Elias' hip, and the touch felt searing hot against his skin. 

He came to stare right in the Italian's eyes, and he felt his gut burn with arousal when he met his gaze. He looked like he wanted to devour Elias. 

Elias' breath sounded loud in his ears, and he could feel Leonardo's warm breath against his face.

When he finally felt his lips pressed against his own, it was like the world around them ceased to exist. He forgot about where they were, and how he was supposed to hate the man who was kissing him. 

Elias found himself responding to the kiss and matching Leonardo's hunger, all reason thrown out the window. The only thought occupying his mind right now was that he wanted more of the man in front of him. 

He found himself wrapping his arms around the man's neck for more leverage as he tilted his head to get a better angle. When Leonardo responded by grabbing a hold of his hair with one hand, a moan tore from his throat.

His eager response seemed to fuel the Italian, because soon enough their tongues were tangled together in a heated dance. 

He didn't know how long they made out for, but when Leonardo eventually released him, Elias was panting and trying to catch his breath. The break was short lived, because the Italian soon pressed a hand against his shoulder to urge him to kneel. 

Elias didn't even have to think as he brought his lips around the tip of the man's cock. His whole body felt flushed with arousal, and he was very aware of his own member being hard. He couldn't hold back his moan when Leonardo tugged at his hair. 

It didn't take long until he was thrusting roughly inside his mouth, guiding Elias's head to meet each of his thrust. The warmth in the smaller man's gut felt like ecstasy and clouded his mind. He brushed his thighs together to try to get some friction, and when he did he moaned around Leonardo's cock, making him curse out above him.   

A few minutes later, the Italian finished inside his mouth. Elias swallowed most of it, but the rest spilled down his chin and onto the tiles. He slumped backwards against the wall when Leonardo released the grip he had on his hair, trying to catch his breath. 

Leonardo chuckled in disbelief when he saw Elias had already come. He leaned forward on his haunches and patted the smaller's cheek in a condescending manner. 

"Didn't know you loved giving head so much, Carino. Maybe I'll let you choke on my cock more often." 

Leonardo dried himself off and got dressed before walking away with his towel wrapped over his shoulder. Elias stood on shaky legs and tried to gather his wits as he put on his clothes. 

He walked in a daze to his cell, and when he laid down on his bed, he spent a couple of seconds just staring into space before his brain came back online. He buried his face in his hands as the realization that he had made out with Leonardo and enjoyed it registered inside his mind. 

"What the fuck am I doing right now?"