JUST....??

CHAPTER THREE

Aven's POV

I slump down on my bed. Cold tears slide down my face. I close my eyes and take in sharp breaths to relieve myself of this unbearable pain; from the pain chocking me. But it doesn't help. The pain worsens. It feels like I'm drowning. It feels like I'm being strangled and there's no one to save me. I begin to struggle for breath and the past begins to haunt me again.

Breathing becomes difficult. My body feels numb. What's happening to me??
"Aven!!" My eyes open. I awake from that dreadful past and sit up to find an angry Leo walking to me. What's he still doing here?? I get to my feet. He stops infront of me. Anger is written all over his face. "I thought I told you to leave", I cross my arms.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?", he says in a furious tone. I look at him with a raised eyebrow. Silence fills the place. "Oh oh wait...now you're bored of me??", he breaks the silence.  "You've found a replacement", he says. "Wow well done Aven Omez. Well done!!", he claps. Is he serious right now?? I've kept quiet for far too long.

"Tell me....who is the new guy?", he grips my arm tightly. "You're hurting me??", I try taking off his hand but I can't. "Who's your new lover? Huh??". I look at him in amazement. He's just decided to make everyday of my life a living hell.

Why?? What did I do to deserve this?? "Speak up!!", he yells. "Let me go", a tear slides down my face. His eyes seem to soften and he gently leave my hands. "Aaaaaahhhh", he screams as he runs his hand through his hair. "Why Aven?? Why??" Screams of pain fill the room. I begin to sob. I feel his pain. "Leo...Leo...", I manage to grab his hands. "Please look at me" He finds my eyes after a while and stares into them. "I'm sorry. But we can't continue. I can't continue. We got to end it here. Please understand" I tell him. "Why?? What did I do wrong??", he weeps.

What did you do wrong? Why is he acting like nothing ever happened? "Why would you cheat on me?", he frees his hand from mine. "Huh?? Who is that son of a bitch??", he goes back to the Leo that frightens me. I look at him in pain and anger. He's not remorseful after everything he's done. He's blaming me. "Aven!!" " Shut up!!", I burst out.
"Why do you always make me feel like I'm the one always at fault??", I glare at him. "Why do you try in every possible way to make everyday of my life a nightmare??", I continue and he gives me a piercing gaze. "You're the one..." "Shut the fuck up!!", I shout. "You've insulted me enough". He looks at me in shock.

"You've said enough just because I always decide to stay quiet. But enough is enough. It's my turn to talk", I say in a raised tone. "Who the fuck do you think you are?? Huh??", I push him. He stumbles but doesn't fall. He tries to speak but I shut him up. "You're my beautiful mistake. Do you know that??", I continue to push him. "You've given me happiness and so much pain", words I've been holding back flows from my mouth. "Why Leo? Why?? Why would you cheat on me? Why?? Wasn't I enough for you?? Why did u hurt me physically, emotionally, why do I still love you after everything you and your digusting friends did to me??", I try to find answers to my unanswered questions. "Why??"  "Get out!!!", I push him out of my room and slam the door. I lock it and lean against it. "Aven! Aven!", he bangs on the door. "Leave me alone!"

"I'm sorry Aven. I'm sorry", I hear his cries. I wrap my arms around me as that disgusting scene appears before my eyes.

Why do I still love him? I should hate him right?? I slowly slide down to the floor.

Why do I love someone who never loved me??
Why is love sooo unfair?
Why don't I love someone who always loved me....and still does??
Why??