𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 (Intersex)⚢

Seventeen

𝐀𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭
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I like to believe that I'd survive in a zombie apocalypse but I'm really indecisive when it comes to a lot of things which is one of my weak points. I stood in my dimly lit bathroom with only a towel wrapped around my necked body as I brushed my short black hair back so when it drys it gives me my natural waves.

Tonight was the date or well in a few hours it was only 2pm right now but I knew if I wanted to make it on time I had to start early due to my indecisiveness. Honestly there was a time where I wish the world would just stop working and I'd have to live in an apocalyptic world and I still do cause although yeah it's dangerous but how this world is already is I don't think it would make a difference unless there's zombies that can run.

That would be a problem.

I'm nervous okay and when I get nervous I start to ramble about random shit and compare it to my life. It was like a non therapeutic session. Most of the time they were never connected in any way just a bunch of different things compared to more different things.

I rubbed lotion on my body as I slowly massaged the cold liquid into my skin. The lavender scent filled the air as my nerves began to relax. I wiped the fogged up mirror once again as I took in my features.

I got most of my genes from my dad specially my eyes and I got my nose from my mom so anyone could tell I was their kid. I decided that I'm gonna just wear lip gloss which was because make up really wasn't my thing honestly.

Not only that I tired it a long time ago and I ended up making myself have a fake black eye so yeah no more for me unless someone else does it. I also just don't like the feeling of it, it makes my skin feel heavy.

I leaned into the mirror as I dragged the lip gloss tube across my already pinkish red lips. After applying a small coat I pressed my lips together to spread the clear liquid evenly.

I pulled away from the counter before fixing my towel and leaving the bathroom. I pulled the towel from my body and tossed it into the laundry basket across the room.

The date I had planned was simply something I had really wanted to do for a while now with her. I wanted to take her to build a bear so we could make bears together and dress each other's up then after take her to this old theatre with the most incredible view. It was abandoned and closed off but I knew how to get in, it was one of those old theaters from the movies.

They closed it down due to the newer modern theaters which is really sad cause it was a great place me and my parents went to when I was younger.

Anyways I decided I was gonna bring sushi and soup dumplings and a few other things in case she doesn't like either of those. Nervous was an understatement too how I was feelings right now, I mean I am going on a date with Alice the Alice Frazer I've been in love with since I was a kid but she doesn't have to know that for now at least.

After applying deodorant I decided I'm gonna wear some loose light blue jeans with a white Spider-Man cropped t shirt along with black and white sneakers.