Everything Has Changed

Chapter 11

Yoona pov
After I've watch 'this is us' I straightly grab my phone to check any news. But what I see is nothing. So I get up from my cozy sofa just to take my story book that spots at my reading room. The purpose why I'm reading a book is to pass the time since I have to wait for that jerk wake up from his deep slumber to have a dinner. Eventhough I hate that idiot, still he is my husband after all. If he die, I'll be a number one person that people will put a blame on me. So I rather to wait him

After a couple of hours be a nerd person by reading a book, suddenly I heard a click sound from the bedroom, maybe Sehun already wake up. I glance at him, and he's rubbing his eyes because he just woke up. I continue read my book as soon as I met his gaze

Much to my suprised, he sit beside me, put his arms around my waist and peck my lips. It took me a minute to figure out what the heck was going on. I dont know why, but right now I was freeze because I felt warm in his arm. I dont even push his hand. Did I like his warm hug?

Bipolar is the suitable title for him right now. His behaviour keep changing like he changed his clothes.

Treat me like I was in heaven when BoA not here, and completely treat me like a stranger if BoA here. Did he think he still at his dream? I snap from my thought as Sehun said something to me

'Hmmmmmm. I'm sooo hungry right now, Jagiya. Let's grab our dinner. I'll treat you' He said still, his arms wrap around my waist and his face near my cheeks. I know what the hell he gonna do. So before he act, I quickly rose up from the sofa. I can feel my cheeks warm right now

'E-erghh. I thought you're hungry right now. Lets go' I said and grab my handbag, rushly headed to the door and put on my heels. I dont even meet my gaze to him

'Always make an excuse to escaped' He complain as he get up from the sofa and took the car's key

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The journey to the restaurant completely silent. He's focused driving while me just playing with my finger since I dont know what to do now

I dont know why am I too stupid right now. Did I just talked to him and treat him like nothing happened? Wae Yoona wae? Why did you treat him just now? Dont you know how many times did he stabs your heart? Dont be so stupid Yoona. Wake up wake up!! Did he put something when I slept at the aeroplane?

'We've already arrived' Sehun said as he pulled the brake and pull out the key. I wanna open the door when suddenly Sehun grab my wrist. Because of his suddent action made me meet my gaze with him full with anger

'Wae?' I asked sternly

'Nothing. I just wanna said that I love you' he pecked my lips after said that and then he go out from the car, left me dumbfounded. I can see my cheeks getting red through the reflection from the car's window. Then I go out from the car with my heart pounding really fast

I'm really confused right now...

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After that super akward dinner, Sehun said that he was very tired right now. So that we back to our apartment. I pull the knob door of my bedroom I meant our bedroom, then I headed to the bathroom to take shower since I'm smelly right now

As soon as I've finished take a bath, I exit the bathroom with just wear a bathrobe. I thought that Sehun already sleep because just now he said that he was tired, so that I just wore bath robe.

Unfortunately, Sehun didn't yet sleep. He's playing his Iphone's 6 plus while lying on our king-size bed. Now he's give me his smirk when I came out from the bathroom. I just frown since I dont know why the hell is he smirking at me right now

I dry my hair using hair dryer at the dressing table. I shrug a bit when suddenly there were a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I switch off the hair dryer. Before I could do anything Sehun already said something

'Don't you ever dare to escaped. Why do you act so differently this past few days. Always ignored me and cold towards me. Did I do something wrong to you that make you to act like that' Sehun asked me with a soft tone. I can clearly see his eyes sharply meet my doe eyes through the mirror...

'You did many things that really disappointed me' I said as I bravely meet his eyes through the mirror

'What did I do' He asked me, innocently. Dammit. I think I wanna kill him right now

'You've did many things to me. I think if I say to you maybe until tomorrow I didn't finish lisy out what have you done to me. Because its to many. To make it simple, your behaviour completely change when you with BoA. You become Sehun that I've never seen before. You treat me like I'm a stranger and many things' I can't resist it no more. My precious tears slowly wet my cheeks just because of someone who really stubborn fact. He cannot accept the fact that he already married...

Sehun just remain silent. He tight the hug. Then he slowly turn me around to face him. I just let it be since I'm really curious about his answer right now. My tears keep flowing

'I'm sor-'

'There is no more sorry for you, Oh Sehun. You've already stabs my fragile heart for many time. And now it can't easily to be healed' I cut his sentences. I know that he gonna say 'I'm sorry'

'I-I didn't mea-'

'Nevermind, Sehun. You dont have to say anything. I'm tired already to hear your fucking forgiveness. Always beg for my forgiveness, but after that you did the same thing. I know I can't be your perfect wife. But I still have hearts that I trust you to take care of before this. But its turn opposite with what I thought. If you do not love me, just say it. And for your information, I'm ready to be divorce with you. You can divorce me and live happily with BoA. I dont care. Its your option. I can't control with what you want, right. Just go ahead with what you wanna do and I think its the best for us if we live separetely for this time beeing. I just wanna you to mind your own business and I'll not even disturb your life if this what you want' I let out all my feeling to him. My tears keep flowing my cheeks

'To tell the truth I really do love you. If you think that I'm cheating on you because of Lee Min Ho, you are wrong. Le Min Ho is just my childhood friend. He happen to be my best friend before we married. Min Ho already have Suzy. Its impossible for him to love me. But if he love me, I'm not love him though. I love only you, Sehun. Only you that I keep in my empty hearts. You are even my husband that I really love after my family. Only you, Oh Sehun. But you, only love me before BoA enter your life. After your crush enter your life you become completely different. And I just want to warn you that, after this I'll not become a Yoona that you know before this. You will see a different Yoona. Don't be shocked because you make me to act like that. I love you' I said as I let go his hand that wrap my waist and I get out from the bedroom and rushly headed to the other room to put clothes. I just left Sehun dumbfounded at the bedroom

After I put clothes, I grab my car key and handbag and go to the main door. I pull the knob and slam the door. I don't know what happen to Sehun right now because I didn't meet him before I go out. Maybe he still at the bedroom and satisfy because I give him my permission to marry BoA

I drive the car and go to snsd's dorm since only my they can help me right now. My tears keep and always flowing my cheeks as I drove the car at top speed