Bound

Moving

We dance a bit and then get ready
to leave. I try to keep the physical
contact to a minimum. I already feel
a pull to these guys, and I don't
want to explore it...at least just yet.
Anytime that I let a guy get close, it
only ended in disaster. I am not sure that I am ready for such entanglements again. But there's just something about them. I don't think it is because they are supernatural beings either. They're strangers yet I feel almost like I'm home.

Sam goes to leave, "I'll text you about meeting my family." He is just so sure of this that it rubs off onto me.
I smile, "Sounds good." Honestly, it does, and that scares me.
He kisses me on the cheek and I feel this tingling rush.  It makes
me giggle and blush. I am not the type of woman that is so easily flustered, but these guys make my head spin.  I'm so not used to this kind of attention. I'm used to a different kind. A controlling kind.
Any past relationship I had except for Kevin turned into a fight for either my mental or physical health. Sometimes both as in the issues with Victor. He seemed so charming and gallant. He was a mix of Vincent and Sam in that regard, but he hid a lot from me. Now that I think of it, I don't think that his abusive cheating ass was human. I hope that I never see him again!

We go to my car and I completely
forget that Vincent is walking with
us. Vincent is just so quiet like a cat. You forget he's there unless he chooses to make his presence known.
Katie teases, "So meeting his family?" as she wiggles her eyebrows.
I roll my eyes, "It's for a story."
She gives me a look, "Sure it is."
"Girl just because you can't
keep your panties on doesn't
mean I can't," I quickly cover my mouth.
F*ck I should have worded that
differently. I look over at Vincent
who is just shaking his head while a
smirk plays on his lips. Ugh, he's
infuriating!
"Sorry, Vincent," I don't know what else to say because I know that he's not used to such crass behavior.
He gives me a soft smile, "This all is going to take some
getting used to. I have had
silence for so long."
I answer without thinking, "For you and me both."
Katie exclaims, "What?"
Sh*t, I have to think of a cover!
So I say, "Oh, we are staying at
Vincent's for a bit. I thought I
said earlier."
She whispered, "Weird but okay, he's hot so you better make the most of it."
I have a feeling Vincent heard as his smirk widened. Because if the legends are true, vampires have excellent hearing. So it looks like that isn't a rumor. I am going to have a lot to learn, and it looks like Vincent will enjoy teaching me even if I die of embarrassment.

We get into my car. Katie stretches
out in the backseat. I just roll my eyes and laugh. She's always the princess diva type.
Vincent motions towards Katie and whispers, "She always like this?"
I laugh, "Yes."
"Why?" he asks.
I laugh harder, "You'll be surprised at the
lengths you'll go to for those
you love."
When he wasn't laughing with me, I looked over at him. I see sadness
that briefly crept into his eyes.
I blink a few times and then it's
gone.
I think not caring if he hears me or
not,
"what or who has hurt you so
much that there is no one you hold
dear? Why is an eternity of
loneliness better?"
I see him look at me briefly and then
look away. I'm pretty sure he heard
me. But I will let it rest. I of all
people know how poking around in
the past can open up old wounds.
We pull into our apartment
complex. We go up to our
apartment and begin packing.
Vincent wonders around looking at
everything and eventually ends up in
my room, "Nice room."
He notices my framed poems on the
wall.
He reads one aloud, "Darkness's Kiss:
Every night it's the same dark
dream
And it always ends with me in
a scream
You're following me
You're haunting me
You know I'm not what I
seem
You know I am unclean
It's a sticky heat
This late-night on an empty
street
You're chasing me
I wonder what you think I
must be
And you smell so eternally
sweet
Oh how I have longed for
us to meet
I know you don't come from
the human swarm
You're of a darkened demon
form
You're touching me
Your tongue is dominating
me
You're sending me to a
heightened place
I don't care if I never feel
God's grace
Your hand slides up
And you find my wet core
Life should be always so
wondrous that it has you
begging for more
I want an eternity of just us
I'm prepared to do what I
must
My nails dig deep into your
skin
Even as my head begins to
spin
You're a burning flame
But I'll not cast any blame
For you've given me an evil grin
I'm so ready to commit this sin
We're on the brink of a coiled
spring
It's time to make you my new
king
Your tongue finds mine
And I can taste your bloody
wine
Please make my body sing
I need you, my eternal king
I give in to a long deep sigh
Tell me we'll never say good.
bye
Now comes the bite,
and I won't fight
Even if it's time to die.
So I can eternally live this lie.
Now together forever we can
share eternal bliss
All thanks to darkness's kiss."