Mina's Apartment
Jeongyeon's POV
We are now inside Chaeyoung's apartment and now owned by Mina. I am together with the Unnie line except Nayeon who's with Tzuyu and Dahyun. We are here to get the bratty Mina with us. It's been two years since Chaeyoung's death and she never visited her grave even her burial.
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What are you doing here? Mina said frowning as she looked at us sitting in her living room.
Isn't it obvious? We are here to get you! Jihyo replied.
Ugh. How many times I told you to leave me alone!
Geez. Stop acting like a brat Mitang~
Sana is right. Go to your room now and take a shower. We will be visiting her. I firmly said.
Who said I'm coming with you? She asked while crossing her hands in her chest.
This girl. Ugh. I didn't expect her to be like this.
All of us. So, better start getting ready! I responded.
You know what just go. Leave me alone. I want to be alone. She angrily said.
Yah! Do you think she's happy knowing what you're doing in your life right now? Jihyo seriously asked her.
Mitang~ All of us was devastated by her sudden passing but life must go on. Sana commented.
It's easy for you to say that.. It's easy for all of you to forget about her and it's not for me. I-I can't. Mina said tears starting to form in her eyes.
You can't because you kept on blaming yourself Mina. Stop blaming yourself. I've been blaming myself also because of that night. Momo butts in trying to calm down.
You should have stayed with her! Mina exclaimed.
Mina! I'm the one who called her to leave Chaeyoung because you've been asking for Momo's presence that night. Sana explained.
Don't blame her. You can blame me. Momo already had enough of your blaming. Sana added.
So, it's again my fault? I killed her. Mina mumbles.
Yah! Mina. You didn't do anything wrong. It's an accident. Okay?! Please. We are begging you. It's about time to stop blaming yourself! No one blames you.. We love you. We are your friends. We are family. Jihyo calmly said while hugging our black swan.
Jihyo released her hug and cupped Mina's face.
Listen. It's been two years Mina. You need to move on and let go of her. As much as you miss her, there's nothing we can do about it. She's already in different world from us. We can see her there at the right time but for now just please continue living again. You don't know how worried we are because of you.
She wipe the tears that kept on falling from Mina's eyes.
Listen. We are going there. It's about time you face her and tell her what's really in your heart. The seven of us will be with you. Two years is enough Mina. You should live your life too.
Ji is right Mina. She won't be happy if you kept on doing what you've been doing for the passed two years. We love you and promise to be with you in the process of moving on and after. I said while hugging her tightly.
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Son Chaeyoung's Grave
The four girls successfully convinced Mina to join them visiting their friend's grave. Nayeon and the maknaes were surprised when they saw Mina came together with the other member. Dahyun and Tzuyu are somewhat happy that their Mina Unnie finally had the courage to face their best friend after two years.
All of them pay respect for their friend and later on tried to recall good and funny memories with their friend.
After sometime, they decided to give Mina enough time to be with her.
Mina's POV
Hey. Chaeng Chaeng. This is so awkward. I'm talking here alone. I hope you are listening. How are you? Where are you? Did you miss me as much as I missed you? I'm sorry it took me two years to be with you again. It's just I'm having a hard time accepting that you already left me here. Luckily, I'm not alone, the girls still take good care of me even the worst me.
My strawberry princess, I'm sorry if I hurt you that night. I didn't mean it. I always love you. You know it right?! I'm sorry if I'm a coward and for keeping a secret. I am sorry if I didn't tell you right away. I wonder if we are brave enough to tell things about our parents would you still leave me here? I regret everything I've taken for granted. I wished I kissed, hugged and made love with you more than we could have done. Ugh. You're making me cry again and again.
Look at me now, I've been missing you like crazy. Your laugh. Your lone deep dimple. You're plump lips kissing me. I miss those tight hugs you've been doing. I miss making love with you. I-I miss you really bad that it hurts me a lot whenever I remember I'll never be able to feel and see you beside me. I'm so messed up. I don't know. I-I really don't know. But, I'll try to move on for our friends. I love you Son Chaeyoung. I really do. If one day I'll see you again, I promised I will never let you go away from me. So, better be prepared. It's getting late, I need to go home now. I'll go back again. Wherever you are I hope you are happy. I love you.
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