Blue Lock Scenarios // ??? x Y/n

i apologize

Once again, i abandoned you guys... i'm deeply sorry guys. honestly i don't have many or a lot of motivation so if i'm suddenly disappear again. please i'm really so so sorry

i'm not the type of person who had a lot of time to write my creation novel or fanfiction like this, since i'm still attending to school 😢
had a lot of projects that i need to finish and many homework as well..

Sometimes i have a mental breakdown suddenly which caused me feeling burned out and drained completely which i don't know for sure why.
no, don't tell me what kind of mental illness or something that i had since i didn't want to trouble you guys any further

so.. i'm really deeply sorry for not posting and updating my story/chapter.
then guess what ? that typing habit of mine back then finally slowly disappeared or recovering which making me happy.
it felt weird at first but i have to get use to it firstly.

i know you guys were completely disappointed at me since i'm such a lazy and dumb writer so i'm sorry for that :(
please forgive me from all i've done to you guys.
Like making you guys feel disappointed, sad, angry, annoyed, and so on...
I don't know what are you feeling right now but i hope i could understand your feelings so that we could try to have a strong connection ?

i'm just trying my best to find some ideas to make some of my stories but sometimes i got distracted by something else like that..
it's really hard for me to stay focus on one thing, just literally one thing !

feeling kind of sad since i don't have that much motivation and energy to make a story just like those other writers...
so.. if you want to block or hate me or something else like that.

it's alright besides.. that's my fault
all of it, it was my fault
i'm sorry if i'm doing or saying something you all didn't like
i'm sorry if i've misspell some words.
i'm sorry if i'm not that good at english or grammar and so on.
i'm sorry for disappearing again.
i'm sorry for everything
i'm deeply sorry.

it's your choice to forgive me but, i rather you guys don't forgive me
since i didn't deserve any second choice

i'm so deeply really sorry :(