Kimhan was a real introvert; contrary to when he was going out as the singer 'WIK' whom everyone loves. It's as easy as pie pretending to be someone; he's already trained for that. And it was a real challenge for him to be true to himself; to be true to his feelings.
The last time he wasn't able to convey his feelings into words, he got fucked up big time, almost costing him his career because he cannot concentrate. It keeps on rewinding on his head; the crying face of Porchay in front of his apartment after asking if he had ever loved him.
But it wasn't the case this time. Now, they are back together, all better; madly in love with each other.
Porchay forgave him and accepted Kimhan for who he is, for what he is. And it's already enough, enough for Kimhan to finally breathe this time; to love this time.
And even though Porchay knows that Kimhan really loves him to the point that he would give everything to him, the older one is still struggling on how to express his self clearly.
Kimhan is sweet, yes, and also caring and loving and of course, an overprotective boyfriend.
Porchay is being pampered, showered and spoiled by Kimhan's love for him. His love language, based on Porchay's observation from the months they have been together, were 'physical touch' and 'act of service'. And Porchay really enjoys it when his boyfriend is being a gentleman.
Kimhan on the other hand really loves to hear his angel's voice; his sweet words that gets him throughout the day; Porchay's words that always make him feel secured, loved and cared for.
Porchay's love language is 'words of affirmation' and Kimhan experiences it everyday.
Kimhan really admires how Porchay can easily express himself and his feelings. Maybe his bubbly character and innocence has something to do with it.
And it's something that Kimhan doesn't have. But he was trying to improve, for his angel, baby, his darling, his love.
So, just like any other day that Kimhan cannot express what he feels in words, he makes them into songs.
"What is this P'Kim?"
Porchay already knew what it was. Kimhan actually loves putting his songs on CDs and writing notes on them.
"J-just listen to it baby."
Porchay did. And he cannot stop smiling as he listens to all the unfinished songs his boyfriend recorded; even the recorded voice of Kimhan cursing because he cannot get the right note or melody or words, because he's not really good with words.
"Hmm..."
And he looked at Kimhan who was staring at him the whole time he was listening to the songs. His eyes were hopeful.
"I love you too Kimhan."
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All Kimchay Short AUs
FanfictionA collection of short Kimchay AUs from angst to fluff to romcom and others