LETTER THREE;; THE WORRY CONTINUES TO GROW
My one and only [name]
The days move on and I can't help but worry about you. Eyes never lie but yours is trying to hide every single lie and i want to uncover them but i can't. It seems like you hide everything about your self specifically your feelings which cause me to worry about you more and more. And it isnt just the jokes you make, everything you do is like you are calling out for help but, when someone gives their hand to you so they can pull you out of this darkness you immediately reject and stay all alone.
I want to help. I really do but, i dont even understand what made you like this so i can heal you and show the world is worth living but you never want to believe it. The letter would be short but always know i am here for you [name].
I wished you would take more care of yourself and be able to feel freedom and happiness but, there is always something stopping and you aren't sure why right? I remember you saying something like 'I remember wanting to die at age 15 but i dont know what happened' and the more you grew it changed to 'the more i age the more i want to die'.
I remember hearing navia talking about how you used to laugh everyday and be an outgoing cheerful but, it all stopped when you went into college, finished college and dated this random freak and after your view of life completely changed for the worse.
Friends and other people are all worried for you and yet you still think nobody cares about you. Life will have a meaning [name] and i guess thats something you still can't put your finger around.
Dont even know if i would even be able to send you this letter, because what if I understand it all wrong and i am probably overreacting. I will never know when i will send these love letters and neither will i ever know if i spill the secrets that i keep close to my heart not even lynette knows! But, back to the main topic..if you ever need a hand that can pull you out of your dark negative place then always know i will reach for you.
Yours truly,
Lyney.
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