USSR X READER {I loved you.... and still do }

"stars"

A tear fell from his eyes glowing in the light of moon, fell on his knees tears weren't stopping and suddenly he let everything out with a scream..

I kept my hand on his back rubbing it..

He holds my hand and pulled me a little near so he could hug me

"Why do i always have to be in pain of losing someone...i am scared one day i would lose you too"

"Who are you crying for your mom? your grandpa? your brother? Who?"

"I am crying...for everyone"

"You aren't crying for the whole world cause it's just you and only for yourself "

"It still hurts.."

"I didn't say it would stop hurting it's something that can stay forever"
"But you know..we still have something left together"

"I don't want to live like this someday i would be patient of schizophrenia"

I slapped him hard onto his cheek..

"Wh-why?"

"Cause i damn love you"

I gave a hard smooch on his lips..

"You are a giant that is scared of some little shit"
"By the way i never saw your abs"

"Uhhhhhh-"

"I will see them myself"

I moved forward to tear his shirt off and he pushed me aside and ran away as far as he could to save his sanity..

"Atleast he forgot his useless sadness"
"But i really wanted to see his abs"