The Rain ✔️

The rain- ending 2

"Bye Hannah~ hope you enjoy your date with Hobi tonight!" Taehyung winks at the word date knowing that I mentioned I was planning something that was a secret and waves his hands wildly making me snort as I wave back at him.

"Bye Tae, hope you enjoy your night at home with Rina and Yeontan and tell Rina she better visit while I am working soon" I give him a playful stern look which he rolls his eyes to before laughing and nodding.

He turns around giving me a final wave as he walks away and I smile widely excited to go home.

"I can't wait for tonight" I whisper under my breath before starting to walk over to the bench at the park daydreaming about my plans for tonight. After being friends for about 2 years and getting to know each other for being more than friends for the last 4 months we are finally on our 3rd date.

But I know it's right....

I want to ask him to officially become my boyfriend and make us official with no more wondering where we stand. I'm thankful for him giving me time since I know we are taking our time in our relationship due to both of us having been through hard break-ups previously and because he promised to give me time until the day I feel ready to say yes and give us the chance.

He knows me almost better than I know myself sometimes and never judged my wariness when he first asked me out and he also stood by my side when I told him all about me and how I still kept my heart on lock due to my ex who I loved even through the heartbreak.

Thinking back now I don't know how it didn't hurt him but after getting to know him more I realised that I did move on completely. Yes there is still fondness thinking of Namjoon but there is no romantic feelings or longing laced in them, no all I feel is thankful and happy.

I am happy for the decision now and happy to feel like myself for the first time in years with the people in my life now who I hope will be part of my future forever.

I finally learned a new type of love that doesn't hurt as much and that overpowers me with positivity and safety just like how I feel the safest when I'm around him knowing my heart will be given to the right hands this time and for the final time. I know I loved Namjoon and I won't ever deny that but I also learned that our love is now in the past ans will stay there while my heart now beats for someone else and I feel no guilt for it.

Hopefully Hobi says yes....

I bite down om the inside of my cheek and pull out my phone opening my messages as I smile at the last message he sent me of hoping that I have a good day and he can't wait to see me tonight with multible hearts behind the words.

My smile can't seem to break as I type in a small message of being done with work and being on my way home to get ready for our date with hearts following my message aswell.

After the message show it is sent I wait a few minutes to see if he is online but put my phone in my pocket after seeing he hasn't read yet.

Taking in a deep breath I tilt my head up to the sky enjoying the quietness of the park with the greyish skyes giving me a beautiful sight. I close my eyes smiling softly but flinch when something cold falls on my cheek.

With a frown I open my eyes and raise my hand to touch my cheek but the moment another drop of something cold falls on my face I feel my eyes go wide as rain starts fallling.

I stand up hurriedly cursing at myself for not listening to the warnings of rain later today but I just pushed it aside too excited for today to remember leaving my coat and umbrella by my front door.

Of course the one day I choose to sit outside for a bit before going home it needs to rain!

I love the rain and everything about it but I don't love the fact that I will now probably be drenched before going to sit in a bus and then needing to take longer to get ready before going to the restaurant for our date.