Unholy Red (Rewrite)

What is sin?

Warning book contains the following mature themes

Sex
Heavy drug use
Rape
Abuse
Alcohol use
Blood
Torment
Murder

Overall really fucked up shit

Don't like this or will be triggered by it DONT READ IT!!!!

Now let's begin

"What is sin? Sin is an immoral act considered to be a transgression against divine law. Or what is better known to be is going against the Word of God. Pathetic. The whole point of love and forgiveness that those who say they preach are hypocritical. Take my father for example he expresses it yet he sees two men having a date, a woman who has tattoos, or a kid just playing with a toy demon he would yell at them saying they would go to hell. Don't worry I'm nothing like him. My doubt in this "holy" religion started after I was beaten so bad for not playing the organ right at age eight and the beatings didn't stop until I was eighteen when I became a priest of my fathers church. I still bare the scares to this day. At 12 I came out as bisexual and was taken to a conversion camp to rid the 'gay' part of me. I was tied down to my bed and raped by the same female counselor for a week before I was mysteriously taken out. I told my parents what they done yet my father said I deserved it for not being straight. He asked me if I still desire boys so I lied and said no just to avoid being taken back. Yes I could've run away at some point but I knew my father will demanded I take over his church since my brothers are running an expansion. I was right so I agreed after the last beating and the death of my niece. Not to please my father but to take advantage of the opportunity. The church is 200 years old and my father never put in cameras or security on the place. Why? So he wouldn't have evidence against him stealing from the church funds his elders pay. 3/4 of the donations he would get goes into his pocket yet I have been secretly stealing from him before he even gets the money since I was 15. I racked up about oh say over $75,000 dollars. With my pay and my secret money I say I'm rich. Anyways back to why I agree to be a priest of his church to take advantage. Not only to steal money, but I have brought in many males I would meet at bars and fuck with them in my fathers office, done drugs with my roommates in the basement, allowed cult rituals be performed in the basement, and even had a very sexy satanic woman join me in a very bloody sexual ritual. It was she would had given me a book containing many rituals and spells which I took interest in. I would read it while in the confession box where I sat once more. I hear the door open and close so I used the slide bar to open the tiny window to speak. "Yes my child?" I say as usual despite how much I wanted to gag. "Forgive me father for I have sinned and committed the act of adultery please help me pray for forgiveness" she said and I recognize her voice. She comes in every week confessing the same thing. "Of course my child let us" I said and started to pray with her. Deep down I wanted to tell her that she isn't the only one who confesses this. Her husband comes in too every Saturday confessing his cheating and stealing for his mistress but... I can't oh well. She thanks me once again and leaves then I read my book once more. A smile creeped on my face seeing a Spell that could release the demons of hell to the earth.

Finally the perfect revenge~