Unholy Red (Rewrite)

Was i a pawn?

I was in my bed holding one of the pillows to my chest replying what Amy had say in my head. "if they really loved you they would have rescued you. Other than that you probably just been a pawn"
Was I a pawn? Am I going to be tossed to the side or killed after they become kings? I think back to sitting in that chair when I looked down and saw my ring glowing a bit knowing sonic and shadow were near. They did come to my aid after all but I need to know.
I get up from my bed and pull the red blue and black rope. As I waited for them I walked over to the couch. The doors opened and they walked in. "You summoned us our dark ruby?" Sonic said and I nod. They sat on the chairs across from me. "What's on your mind?" Shadow asked. "Was i a pawn to getting your fathers crown?" I asked. The two looked at each other and sighed. "At first...but then we saw the scars....." Shadow admits and I was a little heartbroken. "Once we saw that we didn't want to hurt you more....." sonic said. "But we didn't lie about you capturing our hearts our dark ruby you did that day. The moment you showed excitement and genuinely smile made me smile looking at you in the rear view mirror. That's why I had to do my research to make sure you are happy here." Shadow said. "My heart was won that day too but I didn't realize it until I woke up and you weren't in bed and I was missing you." Sonic blushed for the first time. He was mostly straight forward and that's what I loved about him. Shadow was romantic in away which I also loved. The sex with both of them at the same time is like a fucking dream and so extremely good that I'm satisfied for two weeks. If I had to choose who's better my brain would go into error mood because they're that fucking good separate. Which reminds me I need to tell them..... "Um wow.... But um before I tell you both how i knew I loved you both I need to tell you something and I felt extremely bad for do—" "We know you slept with silver" they both said. "I'm sorry I—" "We understand because well silver might've accidentally put some lust leaves in the bong you both used." Shadow chuckles. "Yeah besides we knew you two had a friends with benefits kinda thing going on." Sonic smiled. "You two aren't mad?" "No" they both smiled. "Now when did you realize that you were in love with us?~" shadow hissed seductively. "Well.... The moment you both showed me compassion and understanding..... which was that same night..... I just didn't know it until after you both comforted me after that nightmare." I said and they smiled. "Well we're glad we did." Shadow said. "I love you my princes." I said. "We love you two our dark ruby~" they smiled. I look at my ring and smiled but I could sense sonic knew theirs was something on my mind. "Is there something else on your mind?" He asked and I looked up.

"Yes"