Chapter 14: How to kiss
SEOL
"Why--why do you even care?" I hesitated for a moment in case he would kill me for real.
My mind was telling me to obey and be kind for what he will say but my mouth won't stop acting up by itself. I just wanted to escape from this devil's den but I think it will be totally impossible. I guess I won't see the sunlight anymore.
All kinds of negative thoughts began flooding my mind. I didn't even imagine this is the kind of Felix I have been missing this time. The kind of Felix that can kill someone.
Should I ask him bluntly if he killed Kiara? Or before I can even ask that he will end my life?
"Seol, please be honest with me. Are you taking your meds regularly?"
I stopped on my trance when I heard him said that. The conversation with Dianna reminded me for his question. Bitterness slowly growing inside my heart.
What kind of treatment is this. They don't even know me but why are they concluding something about me?
"Seol, you won't be like this if you are really taking care of yourself." Felix emphasized the word really.
"Are you concerned or just mocking me? Because fuck it did I ask about your opinion on this matter, Felix? Did I even care--" I sigh. I tried to contain my anger. "Are we friends to care for each other?"
My eyebrows furrowed at his eyes shaking in sadness. Looks like any moment from now he could cry. This psycho just turned into crying after that scary looking from earlier? Who the fuck is he?
"Seol," the way he called my name was gentle. His eyes was pleading for something. "I know it is hard losing a family but I think you should also move on with your life and just accept the things--"
I gritted my teeth and I struggled to release his hands wrapped on my neck. His cold hands won't even budge how much I grabbed it. With frustration I shouted all my anger towards him. "I am not crazy! You fuckers must have joined forces to manipulate me like this. How do you even know I lost my family!" I grabbed his collar but his emotion did not even changed a little bit.
He doesn't care for what I was saying or he doesn't feel anything at all?
His face slowly move closer into mine and I wonder what this asshole is about to do when I was caught off guard when he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. He caressed my face with his remaining cold hands and all of a sudden his red lips met mine. I can smell his manly perfume that caused my eyelids to felt heavy and I don't have any choice but close my eyes.
I thought his lips is also cold but it is surprisingly warm. When he started moving his lips he first licked my lower lip and sucked it. He pulled me closer to him and I whimpered how close our bodies are. My grip on his collar loosened and it settled on his chest.
Do this guy really knows how to kiss?
He then licked my upper lip passionately. Opposite from earlier, he is gentle right now but it is contrary to how he is pulling my waist closer to him. Looks like he wanted to feel my warmth or he needed a hug?
Does he needed a comfort right now?
I just let my body respond to what he is doing. My hands fell on his neck and tilted my head sideways to gain access of his mouth comfortably. I stuck out my tongue when I felt he licked my lips. Our tongues intertwined and I suck it, leaving his mouth a soft moan.
The excitement ignites inside me when I heard him moan, looks like he likes it.
My hands left his neck and settled on his butt. I pinched it while I touch the inside of his shirt. His body is really cold and he got such a broad masculine shoulders.
I opened my eyes and smiled a little when he's closing his eyes. This guy must be feeling the heat right now.
To spice things up I stopped touching his butt and slowly making my way to his groin. When I touched the bulk he parted his lips and buried his face on my neck.
"Seol, fuck me," he whispered gasping for air.
I threw away my cellphone on the wall, it cause a loud thud falling unto the marble floor of my apartment. The ringing stopped and I threw myself on my soft mattress and closed my eyes. I just wanted to stop thinking for awhile. I just wanted to freaking stop the time and enjoy the present.
But I can't sleep. It is only 11 in the morning and my lazy ass refused to go to the school. What the fuck would I do there? Studying would be no use anymore now that I wanted to just end my life after giving Kiara the justice she deserved.
My shoulders flinched when I heard my cellphone rang once again. I grabbed my pillows and covered my both ears but fuck it is not even helping! I grunted and shouted in irritation.
I picked up the goddamn phone and made my way to the bathroom. I covered my nose automatically when I smell the unpleasant fragrance of this bathroom. I remembered the general cleaning I did was last month. The fuck this is so disgusting.
I glanced my phone and finally answered the caller. "Who the fuck are you," I greeted with hostility.
"Kim Seol. 내 생각에는 전화를 건 사람에게 정중하게 인사하는 방법을 배워야 할 것 같아요 (I think you should learn how to greet the caller politely.)"
My body stopped functioning when I heard the deep and authoritative voice from the other line. I got goosebumps all over my body when he called my full name. There is only one person who could do make me feel this way.
"나는 당신이 자신을 돌보고 있다고 생각합니다.(I supposed you are taking care of yourself.)" he added.
I slowly nodded my head although he can't see it. I can't seem to find my voice in this situation. This old man just freaking called me by himself out of the blue, for what?
"I need your presence to be here, Seol." There is a long paused after he said that. But I did not open my mouth to speak. I don't want him to know that he still affects me. I want to reject him but then he just stated a deal that I could not refused. "당신의 키아라가 살아있습니다. 이제 나는 당신을 기다리고 있을 것입니다."
author's note: finallyyy the end is near. few more chapters to go and will it be a happy ending or nah? vote vote voteee
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