I was 10 when I heard my parents fighting
My dad always wanted a boy also for his greed to maintain his company after he gets old
They didn't wanted a girl child
They never showed me love
Also they tried to have one child but because my mom had some problem , it didn't go well
Then my dad told about surrogacy , but mom didn't wanted it and then there were many fights about it
My mom used to get her anger off on me after there fights , she used to abuse me , insult me
Made me feel zero !!
I was 17.
Something terrible happened
My dad had a big deal and the clients were at our home they were having drinks
In sometime my dad came in my room and said "get ready , we're going somewhere"
"Where?" I asked
But he didn't reply
I got ready wearing a top and jeans
It was a club and it was not giving me good vibes
We were in a lift
"Dad I don't feel good I wanna go home"
But he didn't listen
"Uhm dad why are we here ?"
He looked at me
"Listen to me okay , it will hurt a little but I'll be okay "
I didn't understand
We went one room and then he left
"Dad where are you going ?"
There were 2 bodyguards they went outside and locked the door
I saw 2 big men beside me
They were smirking at me
I turned around knocking the door "open the door please open the door , let me out"
The men threw me on the bed and they tore my whole clothes
I felt so disgusting
I kicked them , slapped then but they were too strong
One of them went inside and I screamed out so bad , I felt so bad so bad
"Please stop it , please let me go , dad please let me out"
The other one went inside me I pocked my finger in his face but he held my hand and kept it on the bed , he choked me bad going faster and faster
"Don't call you're dad he can't do anything !!
He's a sleflish sin person "
They didn't stop I felt like I was dead
I wanted to die after all this happened
When they stopped I felt worse pain all over my body
They left the room before going that man threw a random cloth on me I was naked laying on the bed
I was not able to move
I was so badly hurt
I was depressed and traumatized from then
Not even my mom talked about it
I started having panick attacks from then on and I never trusted anyone from then on
Somehow I tired to survive in that house , but I cannot feel home there because no one cared about me
I packed my bag and stole some money from the locker
It was night , I sneaked in there room and took my dad's phone and transferred some money in my account too
I sneaked out of the room and ran to the train station
I sat in the train and reached at Boston
I was now 18 and I had to do graduation
So I applied for Boston University and I got admission there
