Same Mistakes

To The Hospital

"Ma'am? Ma'am, my name is John, I'm a parametic. Do not move, people are on their way to help you."

"My daughter," I cried out, "someone's gotta help Haven!"

"Okay, Ma'am. Can you tell me your name?"

"My name is Janine," I went to sqeeze Niall's hand but he wasn't there. "Where's Niall?"

"He's in an ambulance. Just stay still, there's a stretcher right here."

"Haven, is Haven okay? Why can't I hear her crying."

"She's with her father, don't worry, she'll be just fine."

[Niall's POV]

I sat in the ambulance holding Haven in my arms. The EMT had to bandage her little arms and legs, she was all cut up. It made me tear up, I'm a terriable father, I thought to myself.

Janine was loaded into the ambulance and we headed to the hospital, Haven still in my arms. I'm an awful person. My daughter almost died, and my girlfriend is in the hospital for the second time in a year.

The first time wasn't my fault, but if I had been there for her when she needed me, she might not have been in the hospital in the first place a year ago.

I remeber that day like it was yesterday. That was the first time I kissed Janine. I flash back to the crazed fan stabbing her and remembered how if I hadn't kissed her, that wouldn't have happened.

I started to cry. "Niall, why are you crying?"

"This is my fault, I'm a terriable father, I'm the worst boyfriend."

She took my hand, "don't talk like that. I love you so much. None of this is your fault. Haven loves you, and I sure as hell do," Janine started crying too.

"I should have been paying attention!" I cried even harder.

"Niall, I don't blame you, I don't blame anybody. Is Haven okay?"

"She's gonna be just fine. I love you, Janine."

"I love you too," her eyes rolled back and she was flatlining.