Same Mistakes

The Perfect Picnic... Well, Almost

"As soon as you know if you're having Haven Jaylyn or Samuel James, let me know, okay?"

"Of course," she climbed on me and kissed my neck. "So, is there food in the basket?"

"I'm Niall Horan, of course there is," I pecked her lips.

She rolled off of me I grabbed the grapes out of the basket. She snuggled up next to me and put some grapes in her mouth.

After we ate some grapes and the watermelon, I grabbed my guitar and strummed the first few notes to 'Little Things'.

'Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me. With bare this in mind it was meant to be. And I'm joinin' up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks and your omen sends to me. I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, you've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples on your back at the bottom of your spine, but I love them endlessly. I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if I do, it's you, oh, it's you they add up to. I'm in love with you, and all these little things. You can't go to bed without a cup of tea, and maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep, and all those conversations are the secrets that I keep, though it makes no sense to me. I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape, you never want to how much you weigh, you still love to squeeze into your jeans, but you're perfect to me. I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to. I'm in love with you, and all these little things. You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you, and you'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to. If I let you know I'm here for you maybe you'll love yourself like I love you. Oooohh. And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth, 'cause it's you, oh, it's you, it's you they add up to, and I'm in love with you, and all these little things. I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if it's true it's you, it's you they add up to I'm in love with you, and all your little things.'

I kissed her, "I'm hopelessly in love with my girlfriend, and I don't know how to tell her."

"I think you just did," she smiled.

"You have a beautiful smile, love," she kissed me. "Do you know what my favorite part of kissing you is?"

"Tell me," she sat on my lap.

I wrapped my arms around her, "the fact that you smile when we kiss."

She turned around, looking in my eyes. We watched the sun go down and I put my head on her shoulder, "the sun set is so beautiful," she said.

"What?!" I looked at my phone, "oh, no! I was supposed to leave an hour ago! I'm sorry, babe. I don't want to leave, but I have to."

"It's okay, I understand. Today was amazing."

I brought her back to her apartment, kissed her one last time, for who knows how long and drove as fast as I could to the concert that I was already late for.

By the time I got there we were scheduled to be on stage for half an hour. Harry was trying to tell jokes and the lads were messing around a bit.

I ran out on stage, microphone in hand, "hey, guys. I'm so sorry I'm late!" The fans were booing. "I was out with my girlfriend, I'm really sorry that I lost track of time. I didn't mean it! Really. Listen, guys, I love her, and I'm sorry that I'm late, but if you're going to give my girl hate, than I'm not singing tonight. I'm sorry." The crowd started to scream for me to get off the stage. Tears filled in my eyes.

I ran off stage and heard Zayn say, "none of you had the right to make our boy cry. Niall," he came up behind me, "mate, you okay?"

"They hate me!"

"No they don't. When you didn't come out earlier, they were chanting your name. Please, come do the show."

I did the show, but it wasn't any fun.

After the concert I went straight to bed. I couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about what the fans had said. It hurt me so bad that they would hate on Janine like that. I didn't want her to get upset, I knew what would happen if she did. When we were on our date I couldn't help but see scars on her wrist, she was having such a good time strumming my guitar pretending to be good, that I forgot to say anything.

[Jaylyn's POV] |The Next Morning|

"Niall, you're finally awake," Lou said as Niall came into the seating area of the bus.

He smirked, "Jay, can I talk to you for a few?"

I gave Harry a kiss, "stay cute," and followed Niall into the back of the bus. "What's wrong?"

"How can you tell if Janine is going to cut?"

"Wha-" he knew?

"Yesterday, I saw some scars on her wrist, and I'm afraid that if she finds out what happened last night, that she'll cut. I'm worried about her."

"Uhmm.." I didn't know what to say, ever since Janine and I met in group we were best friends, we were each other's diaries, I had never said anything to anybody about her cutting, ever! "I don't know what to tell you, Niall."

"Come on, Jaylyn, please. I need your help. You know her best."

"Okay, whenever she cut is was because something happened that deviated her. So, maybe if she finds out about last night, she might," he started to panic, "but! If she knows that you stood up for her maybe she won't?"

"You don't sound so sure."

"Listen, Niall, you're her boyfriend, she'd never lie to you, just talk to her."

"Okay," he took out his phone and called her.

I went back out and sat next to Harry and cuddled him. He kissed my head, "what was that about?"

"He's just worried about Janine."

[Janine's POV]

My phone rang, it was Niall, I smiled.

"Hey, I miss you."

"I miss you, too. We need to talk," there was panic in his voice.

"Okay, what's up?"

He took a deep breath "are you cutting again?"