Same Mistakes

In The Hospital... Again

[Niall's POV]

When we got to the hospital, Janine was taken to the OR. The EMT had been trying to shock her back into rhythm for nearly twenty minutes.

A nurse took Haven from me and told me that Haven had to be put in the ICU. "What?! Why?!" I didn't like the sound of the ICU for my baby girl.

"She's been beaten up really bad, sir, we need to make sure that she doesn't haven't any internal injuries."

"Internal injuries?" I repeat, "what kind of injuries?!"

"Ruptured spleen, or anything like that. Also, your daughter might need surgery."

"Surgery?! She's less than two months old!" I say as I start to run after Haven.

"Sir, please," a nurse sat me down in a wheelchair.

I was brought to my own room. My face was all cut up, and my damn knees were killing me, but nothing more than the thought that my baby girl was in the ICU, and that my Princess was on life support.

|Hours Later|

I wake up to the sound of voice, I couldn't place it, I look over, a nurse was standing there holding a clipboard.

"Uhh, hi."

"Sir, Haven," she's reading from the clipboard, "will need surgery. Her internal injuries are too serious to ignore. She is very young though. There are certain risks that you should be aware of."

"What kind of risks," I sit up, worried about my baby girl.

"Well, she is very young. She's only six weeks old. I'm afraid that without the surgery, she will die."

"And with the surgery?"

"There's still a chance she will die."

I started to cry, "now if you'll get in the wheelchair, I'd like to take you upstairs."

I wipe away my tears, "upstairs? For what?"

"There's someone who would like to see you," she pulled the wheelchair next to my bed.

"Janine's out of surgery?"

"Yes, sir."

We went upstairs, Janine was hooked up to all sorts of machines. She was unconscious. I wheeled over to her bed, I took her hand in mine, her fingers interlocked with mine.

"Niall?" She just barley whispered.

"I'm here, Princess. I'm here."

"Where's- what- Niall," her voice trailed off.

"What is it, Princess?"

"H- Haven? Where's my girl?"

I looked at the nurse, "Janine, Haven is in the ICU. I need you and Niall to sign off saying that the hospital can do open heart surgery on Haven."

"What?! On my baby girl?!"

"Baby," I looked in her eyes, those brown eyes make me weak, "Haven will die without this operation."

"Is she gonna die with the operation?"

"Possibly," the nurse said with the most sincerely.

"Niall-" she started crying.

"We have to, Janine." I took the paper from the nurse, and signed it. I handed it to Janine, "sign it."

"Niall, I can't."

"Janine," I was being so assertive with her, "please, this could save her life."

She sighed, "okay."

The nurse took the papers, "I'll prep your daughter for surgery." The nurse went upstairs.

"Niall-"

"Don't. Get some rest, I'll be right here," I kissed her.