My Kidnapper (18+)

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Cody's POV:

I was out of breath and in a haze trying to breath and settle my body from the white hot satisfaction. I didn't want to but fuck!

Did I cum? Yes. Did it feel good? Yes That doesn't mean I wanted it.

I laid there panting and I saw Alex sitting in the chair and just as always.. looking at me.  He then slowly took out the toy and uncuffed me from the bed but still chaining me. At least I can move my limbs now.

I don't know what came over me to ask this but I'm dying to know why.

"Why?...Why me?" I asked him with new tears in my eyes.

He didn't respond to me but I saw him zone out for a second. Come to think of it we've never really talked. It was scary to even think but... it's scary not to know anything at all so I tried to understand this guy. Maybe he'll be convinced in some way. So I started a new approach.

"How old are you?"

He looked puzzled but said looking right into my eyes "Older than you"

I looked away because It's kinda hard to hold his stare. He's really intimidating. Even if he wasn't my Kidnapper I'd still be intimidated. He's not jacked up or something even though he looks strong enough but he's got that weird 'Don't fuck with me' vibe.

"That's not exactly an answer" I tried to snap but it came out weak as I was whining to which he was amused but nonetheless answered

"Twenty eight"

I decided to probe more and asked while covering myself up with the blanket he gave me.

"What do you do? Besides kidnapping people" Of course I had to be smart with my mouth. I wanted to slap my mouth but so far he didn't react violently towards me yet. He violated me sexually yes but I haven't seen any temperament issues... yet.

He obviously didn't answer the first question but said "You are the only one, Cody."

What the... Am I the only one who was unfortunate enough to attract this deranged man to decide to become a Kidnapper? But it doesn't make sense. He said he'd make me feel alive and he doesn't want me to die. Why?

For whatever reason, I don't really care at the moment. I have to get out of here. I have to give him what he wants first.

"Look Alex, I wanna go home. I promise that I won't die. Alright? Now just let me go... Please ..I beg you "I pleaded him but he didn't move an inch nor did his face have any expression.  I can't read his poker face for fucks sake.

Alex didn't say anything.

"Do you even realise what you are doing? This is sexual assault Alex." I stated the obvious as this made him scrunch his face . He looked at me and said "You tried to commit murder. Even if it is of yourself and I am not taking that lightly. I know what I am doing Cody" .

What the fuck kind of logic is that?

"Why are you doing this? You could've probably made me see a therapist or you could've just called the police, Why are you doing this? " I argued finally gathering my thoughts.

"Why did you want to die?" He asked with a sharp tone to which I couldn't answer.

I wanted to die because I was a coward. I wanted to take the easy route. It hurt too much to hold on to life. It hurt to get out of bed and even brush my teeth. It just hurt. I didn't know why I was living anymore.

I wanted to say more but I didn't. I couldn't. He didn't say a word but stared at me as if he could hear my thoughts.

"Why? Why are you punishing me? My life is shit already, I don't need this. I don't need you fucking me up even more." I said pulling my hair in frustration as tears streamed my face.

"Do you think you are the only one that has hardships in life? You think they all are out there trying to end their lives?" He rasped with a serious expression. His voice was calm yet authoritative. A rare thing that shouldn't work but still somehow it did for him.

He sighed looking at me and said "You really have no idea Cody"

He leaned down and gently grabbed my chin making me look at him. He then gently kissed the tears on both of my cheeks making me feel a certain way in my chest.

What the fuck was that?

He then traced his lips on my cheek towards my lips and kissed me slowly. I was dumbfounded by how gentle he was with the gesture.

He didn't say anything as he covered me with the blanket before leaving a chocolate bar and some very confusing thoughts for me.

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It's been almost ... I don't even know. I couldn't keep track of the days that are going on. Ever since that day he didn't touch me and I'm really thankful.

He always bought a different type of candy or chocolate bar with him everytime. With every meal that he fed me. He always made sure i completed my meal.

Maybe he's finally bored of me. Even though I wamt nothing more than him being uninterested in me.. I can't help but think he might kill me now. If he's bored and has no use for me ... he'd kill me right? I even saw his face.  He has the type of face that's unforgettable.

Some times he just sits infront of me and just... stare.

I wanted to try to talk but I was worried it won't end well.

I feel like I'm going crazy in here. I always have been a couch potato. I've never liked going out. Because going outside means spending money and I didn't have the privilege to do so. Part of my reasons to be away from people is to manage my expenses. Because even maintaining friends can be expensive. I'm not a miser or something. If I really used it as I wish I can't pay the rent and having a roof is really important to me.

I was saving money little by little. I have decent grades. I would have gotten into college if I could afford one. I don't have that big of a goal. I just wanna make some money and buy a house. So that no one can ever throw me out of my own home.

I don't fucking understand this guy. If he was a rapist he wouldn't have to say those things. He'd have done more than what he already did to me. He did things to me but he never got off using me. I don't mean I want that... it just didn't make sense. He is good looking. He could have had any one.

Why me?

Why do I feel like there's more to him than eye meets? Why do I feel like he knows me somehow? But I've never seen him before in my life.

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