Make it like it was:

Part 5

Could it be the same thing:

It's been weeks since XK and I started chatting, he never asked my name I wasn't sure if it were a good thing or not, I remember what happened with JJ, he seemed like a nice guy until Mike saw him put something in my drink. But I looked forward to his chat's, last night I doubled dated with Mike and Pat, one of Pat's friends came too, he was alright, but he wasn't my type he was too arrogant for me. 

He kept bragging about what he had, and how he was an Alexander Pat would just look at him as he told lie after lie and shook his head, I guess he didn't tell him I'm an Alexander. Finally, Pat told him I'm an Alexander and to stop lying and be himself, still the dude kept lying, he wasn't for me, even when he had the opportunity to tell the truth he wouldn't. The dude went to the bathroom and never came back, Pat said he was so embarrassed, I told him don't be I had friends like that, they never learn.

We danced and had a good time even if I didn't have a date, later I went home and ate ice cream and got online, I chatted with XK for a while and told him about my evening, he said he knows the feeling his friends keep trying to hook him up, what's funny is they know his type and none of the guys they hook him up with aren't. 

I told him that's the same with me, I asked him did he remember what I told him about the last guy, he said yes what about it, I said he never once told me his real name, he said he can give me his real name if I like. I told him it's fine at least he's willing to do that, but we can wait for now, XK said he has nothing to hide when I'm ready just ask, I told him that's fine.

I stopped telling XK anything that was too personal like what I do, he did the same thing until we were sure we would meet, he said for right now he likes it the way it is I agreed. I did ask him why he logs off almost the same time when we chat, or how he manages to be up after my dates to find out how they were. He said he takes care of someone and that's their bedtime, and the late nights are better for him because that person is asleep, I said is he sure he doesn't have someone in his life, he said he does but not the way I think. XK said if we meet, he'll explain more. I told him fair enough, for now all I can do is take his word for it; I will admit I look forward to chatting with him.

I told him tonight I have to log off early I have to be up early tomorrow morning, he said OKAY he hopes we'll chat tomorrow; I told him looking forward to it as always and logged off. I took a sleeping pill and turned out the lights naturally I held my pillow.

The next morning, I woke up and said my prayers, maybe God will hear them and let me find a good man, I promise I won't cheat on him, I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower and did what I needed to do. Afterwards I got dressed in a fitted suit, but I didn't wear a tie, I went down and ate a bowl of cereal and had some orange juice, Marcelo called and said he's pulling up in the driveway, I told him I'm on my way out.

I locked up the house and got into the car, he said I clean up well, I said so does he, Marcelo said I know Dex will be at the meeting, I told him I didn't know but I minus well see him since I sit on the board now. We got to the Alexander building, he asked me how I felt, I told him I'm alright if I know Dex his mind will be on business not me, we went inside and went straight to the boardroom. The board and family members were starting to come in I spoke to them, and Dex came in he looked at me and sat down, the meeting started I tried not to look at him it was hard not to.

After two hours the meeting was over, I spoke to Ekim and my cousins, Marcelo asked me am I ready to leave I said yes, we left and walked to the elevator, Dex walked up and Marcelo spoke to him, I was shocked that Dex asked me how I'm doing, I told him I'm fine and how's his son he said good thanks for asking. Dex said he's going up how about us, Marcelo said we're going down he got on the elevator and pressed the button and the doors closed, Marcelo said Dex spoke to me that's something.