Free
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Losing your mind feels so freeing
Free thoughts of falling out of your fears and into Failures
Feelings of fright felt through my phalanges
First I lost my hair, then my clothes, then my Eyebrows, then my strength to go on
I want to walk out my front door and just be gone
Leave life like Heath Ledger
Maybe push myself off the edge or
Maybe just maybe I'll kill myself the slow way
Stop caring for myself entirely and refuse to eat All day
I want to suffer and I don't know why
My thoughts fail to fully feel the pain my failures Have caused my body
All I want to do anymore is cry
-SP
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Loss and Love and Longing - Poetry by Soph
PoetryMy poems from over the years that have stuck by me in my best of times and my worst of times.
