deadwater

Pain

Marcel

Make the pain go away. What did I do to have so much pain inflicted on me. God, help me, take the pain, I don't want it anymore.

I'm damaged why can't anyone realize that I'm suffering what do I have to do or say to get someone to help me!! Why the fuck can't I be happy? Why doesn't my parents want to spend time with me?

You'd think they'd at least try and take a day off and stay home with me but no all they care about is money, I guess they forgot they had a son. I cry myself to sleep almost every night thinking of ways to remove the pain or to ease it maybe to make it go away at least for a little while at that.

Why do I have to suffer all this damn pain. Now that I think about it, it is a solution to my pain. It's been here all along and I was to stupid to think of it before, I'm going to drown myself in lake deadwater.

To feel my life slowly slip away from my body as I drown, the poisonous water feeling my lungs. Once the water fills me up... My pain will be gone.