Depressed Girl Here.
Life hasn't changed. School is still the same old hell ground, I'm still depressed and you know maybe I should stop trying.
I should stop kidding myself that I'll manage to stand another moment on this foul earth.
The life isn't for me we all know it, I'm already twig thin but my peers still seem to find me over weight. Am I really that unappealing? Do I really look like a over sized animal? Have I always been this hideous? Why was I cursed with all this bad luck, why can't I find someone to love and appreciate all my imperfections and scars?
My mom already reminds me everyday of my creature like facial features. Maybe I was descended on this earth to take my life, Maybe I'm a prime example of what not to look and be like.
I'm worthless, broken, torn, and unloved. I'm nothing, Maybe Dead Water Lake was the best decision I could ever make. I deserve to perish.
08.18.15
Bulles💕
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deadwater
Short StoryIf I could be stronger, And you were just older, We might last this out longer, But the task just gets harder. Inspired by: Wet/ deadwater
