prince to my princess || jailey tmf

getting closer

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letter count: 2905

JAKES POV

jake begins writing in a diary with "jake" scribbled on the front.

hailey has been acting a LOT different lately.. and i mean a lot. i think she's sick.. should i tell zander so she can go to the hospital. ugh, she's so cu- cool. she's cool. oh fuck it, i'm in my own journal i can say whatever. i love her, she's so gorgeous but i don't think she likes me back. but i mean if she does who can blame her?! i'm jake sterling, after all. theres an st, a, and r in my name. i'm a STAR. i just wonder how the jomies would react.. they already give me shit for being in the club. god, do i ask her?! no jake, don't do that. if you do this, it'll be so obvious. but how will i know if i dont try? jake, listen to yourself. she loves you, every girl loves you. but does she? get a grip. it's just a girl bro.. aha. UGH BUT HAILEY'S THE GIRL, WHAT DO I DO? ugh, god if you're reading this.. give me a sign. oh, there's the bell. time to go to lunch!

there's the music club, but also there's the jomies. ehh.. i can just say i didn't see them if they give me shit. music club.

i'm walking with them.. it's the same, luke and zander being all lovey dovey, millie being grossed out, sean laughing at millie's behavior.. something's missing. HAILEY! ah, there she is. just walking alon- alone?? why tho.. i'll talk to her.

(now instead of in his diary, it's in person.)

"hey princess! why ya walking alone?" i asked and tilted my head. i was a little worried about her, but

"if you must kn- hey! i told you to stop with the nicknames." she said and rolled her eyes, smiling. i know she loves the nickname and just does it because it's weird. i mean, why would she want me calling her that? i'm jake sterling, nothing special.

i laughed, acting like i wasn't completely overthinking just now. "sorry, sorry. but seriously, why are you walking alone?"

"i just have alot on my mind and wanted to be alone." she said, visibly a little annoyed. god, i hope i'm not the reason she's annoyed.. i'll just go if she wants.

"ouhh, so i should g-" i said before she cut me off, she's so cute when she does that.

"no, it's fine.. i just can't deal with millie, zander & lukes pda. i love them, but sometimes it just gets annoying, yk?" she said, putting my thoughts into words. i've never seen her annoyed with the club.. you see something new each day.

i laughed, relating a little. "yeah, i can relate to that. and frankly, zander & luke scare me a little." i said, a little fear in my voice but its mostly love for the club. /p

she chuckled. "yeah, between zander's overprotective-ness of me & luke's overprotective-ness of him, they're terrifying put together."

me and hailey were now alone, i wanted to kiss her, i was gonna put my arm around her waist, yet somehow even though zander wasn't here he still slapped my hand. guess it's just that feeling he'd want that.. i'm glad we're getting closer.