Need to drown my thoughts out.
Music isn't enough. Not my playing, I hear too much of me already.
Not the radio or Spotify song of a recorded voice not meant for me.
A call, someone's voice that can talk to me.
No reply needed, just listening to someone else exist other than me.
Something about their day. Something about what they ate, what they wish they could eat, what they think about, what they did, what they plan to do.
Something other than me. Enough of my thoughts.
Need to drown these thoughts.
Of the problems of this world, of the responsibilities, of what I'm lacking in myself.