🚩kiss it off me - nomin au

Chapter Eleven

|Jeno

I was putting the left over side dishes inside the fridge and all the soiled plates were already washed, all done while my mom and Jaemin were still talking.

I kind of feel left out in my own home.

"Mom, it's almost sun down. Aren't you going home?" I asked my mother and she glared at me for cutting off their conversation.

"Aigoo, this son of mine is being less and less affectionate towards his mother. Should I just visit everyday to pester you? What do you think?" she threatened as she stood up to collect her things.

Sure, mom. If that'll make the other guy come over so I could see him actually eat.

"Y'know it's not like that..." I said and walked towards her to give her a big hug which she hugged back anyways.

"...Dad will be sad if you're not home when he arrives," I continued and gave her a kiss on her head.

"Oh, he can handle himself. But you're right, I better get going. I still have some stuff to get from the market," she said and finally took all her things.

"I'll help you downstairs, eomeoni." Jaemin offered and attempted to take my mom's stuff but she quickly took her hand back.

"It's fine, love. I'll leave now so you two better talk it out whatever is there to talk. You both think I won't notice? I'll lock you two in here if I have to, y'know." she said and gave Jaemin a kiss on the cheek.

She waved as she leave through the door and we both waved back with forced smiles on our faces.

Thanks for the chance, mom. This is very... awkward.

There was a long silence inside the apartment as mom finally left and no one tried to speak. Should I start? What should I say?

"I think we should go our separate ways," is what he said first.

What?

"I mean, of course, there will be people that connects us but I think we're finally growing apart so..."

What is he talking about?

Where is this coming from?!

"I'll get going," he walked to the door and held the door knob.

"Who do you think you are deciding that on your own?" I clenched a fist.

He stopped on his feet and looked back at me.

You look pathetic, Na Jaemin. I seriously hate you, you bastard. And I badly want to punch you right now.

"Did I— did I do something to make you realize you hated me this whole time? Are you just gonna leave like that? And pretend we don't live in the same building? Pretend we don't go to the same university? Were you just going to leave me in the dark? I don't know what's going on in your head, man. You're making me look like the bad person here," there's too many questions clouding my mind right now. This is too sudden.

"Jeno, think about it. Maybe this is for the better, hmm? Or maybe you can just go with the flow and eventually it'll work out? Please don't make it hard for me," wow, look at him go. I really can't stand him right now and he's driving me crazy.

"Hard for you? What about me, huh? This... You're asking me to rip out my own heart and act like it doesn't hurt. How is this easy..." I can't do this anymore. My head is throbbing as if I'm being overloaded with errors and information. A few more words from him and I might blow up. 

I'm tired so I won't say anything anymore. If he leaves, then so be it. I'll just think of what I'll do later but now... I can't process the situation I'm in.

My head feels heavy and I can't seem to find the strength to lift it up but I can see his feet walk closer to me and his hand reaching for mine.

I felt his fingers softly caress my cheeks as he lean closer and closer for a kiss.

His eyes are closed and his lips gently pressed on mine. No, it didn't went any deeper yet it felt like it'll be the last time his lips will meet my lips, the last time his fingers will touch my skin. 

And then he let go. 

But something seemed to possess me when fear crept all over my body at the thought of losing him permanently. 

I pulled his nape back to kiss him hungrily. He fought back and tried to get away but I held his wrists firmly, draining him the strength to escape. This time, his eyes were open as we kissed but he gave up trying to force his way out. Just like that, he accepted his fate and I wished that he'd give up just like that on his silly little idea of cutting ties with me. 

"If you're going to punish me, at least do it all the way. Don't you know it kills me slowly whenever I get a taste of your body? I want you to kill me now, Nana. Show me no mercy," I told him as I pushed him to walk backwards towards my room. 

He didn't say anything and played along. The kind of playing along that I want him and I to be in. If what you're asking of me was hard for you, then why can't it be just sex, Jaemin? You know I'll do it for you. I know how you like being railed so why can't it be me?

I pushed him on the bed and got on top of him. I removed my shirt and his next. His legs were spread as I kissed him down his neck. He was already pressing his body on mine and flinching every time my lips touch his skin. 

To be honest, I know about the guy he brought the other night. I witnessed it all...

...through the small camera on his shelf that overlooks his bed. And the other ones in his bathroom and kitchen.

So, tell me, Jaemin? How can I possibly let go of you when I'm obsessed with you.

My kisses went deeper until I reached his dick. I completely relieved him with his clothes and I can't wait to make a mess out of him. I spat on his ass hole and loosen him up with my fingers while I sucked him off. 

His feverish gaze looked down on me as he partly cover his mouth with his arm. There's no use hiding his face from me when his body is begging to be devoured right now. He keeps thrusting into my mouth and his other hand looks eager to push down my face the way it senselessly gripped on the bedsheets. 

With both my fingers inside him and my mouth on his cock, he can't help but to cum and I had my mouth filled with his semen. It was marvelous how he shot them and how his hips flinch when coming. 

"We just started 3 minutes ago. Can't you hold back a little longer?" I said and positioned his ass in front of my dick. 

"I-It's too much," he said while breathing heavily. 

I slowly thrusted in him and he came again continuously, his dick was leaking with cum and it kept on flinching. 

"You're extra sensitive today. You have to relax," I told him and deeply thrusted, holding his hips.

"J-Jen, that's too deep. I can't— Nngh!" he was still in mid sentence when he came again. This time, squirting piss while I'm still thrusting. 

"5 minutes, Jaem. It's too early for an orgasm, don't you think?" this time I held his dick and blocked his urethra with my thumb, basically edging him. 

"N-No! You have to let go. I'm cumming— again—" this time, I purposely quickened my thrusts and he was moaning helplessly, trying to take my hand off of his dick. 

"Nngh! Jeno, please— Uuggh, fuck!" I love hearing him moan loudly as he can, it's enough to make me cum.

I pulled out and came on his stomach and removed my hand from his dick as well. He came again, his lower body flinching as he made a mess on my bed with his cum and piss. I guess I'm also extra sensitive today. His whines are music to my ears and stimulating my brain.

"I think I'm going to pass out," he said as he catch his breath. 

"You can't pass out, Nana. You have to watch me melt while I try to change your mind by fucking you endlessly, okay? It's going to feel good," I crossed his legs and raised them up to enter his hole again.