🚩kiss it off me - nomin au

Chapter Two

|Jeno

We arrived at his apartment. He's still keeping his pain to himself.

"You go wash up. I'll make us dinner." he finally said and went straight to the kitchen.

I did what he said and took a towel from the rack near the bathroom. We have different apartments and it's even next to each other but we still act like we're living under one roof.

His apartment is my apartment and my apartment is his. He didn't want us to live in one apartment because he has people invited now and then and that he doesn't want to bother me. He's an introvert but he's good with people.

After I took a shower, I also took some clothes from his closet. We even smell the same. Maybe because he grabs the laundry stuff for me every time we go to the grocery.

He's currently preparing the food on the table and I sat down first as he finishes preparing.

"You're still not talking about it?" I asked.

"Never. Be patient. My drama will be over soon." he said finally sitting down in front of me.

If he only knows that it also hurts me seeing him break but what can I do? I'm a coward.

We ate in silence and we both finish the dishes he cooked. And as usual of us, he cooks, I wash the dishes.

"I'll go take a bath," he said while I clean up the plates and the table. I just nodded at him.

Usually, he's so hyper, loud, and never runs out of energy but when he remembers something painful, he just goes completely silent. We just wait for the pain to disappear or when he forgets about it. Most of the time, he just thinks that tomorrow is a busy day so he needs to be productive and he'll eventually forget being in pain and then so on, so fort, the pain comes back and then disappear.

I wasn't done washing the dishes when Jaemin came out of the bathroom.

"I'm going to bed first," he said and then I heard the bedroom door close.

I could just make him laugh or anything but I can't. That's his title and he'll be mad if I try to cheer him up.

I finished drying the dishes and went to his bedroom. The only light is the lamp on the bedside table.

He's facing the other side of the bed so I can't see his face but I can tell he's crying.

I sat down on the bed and sighed.

God, what am I gonna do about you? You left me no choice, Na Jaemin.

I went to the other side of the bed so I can see his face. He looked at me with eyes filled with tears.

I slowly reach my hand to his face, caressing his cheek.

"Kiss it off me," I said.

He was confused. "What?" he asked in a soft, weak voice.

"Kiss your pain off me," I repeated. He sat down and spoke again.

He chuckled. "Jeno, you're not even-" I cut him off with a kiss.

He didn't push me away. He just let me through between his lips.

"I'll make you forget all those rich fuckboys," I said as I pinned him down and got on top of him.

He chuckled once again. "Have you did this before?" he asked, his eyes still have evidence of heavy tears.

"I had my experience," I answered.

His smile eventually disappeared and looked at me in my eyes.

"You know I'll just break your heart the next morning, right? And for the next morning, and next...and next," he said.