Not That Big of a Diffrence

Acht

So, here is what happened. The next day, I called Jack. Yukari was by my side as I told him that even though I cared about him so much, we couldn't continue to be together. I made up some lame excuse and he knew I was lying, but it was too much emotional stress for me to handle. Yukari finished for me when I started crying out of control, and when he started crying. Just the breakup had me ripping my hair out.

Now its only been three years. I graduated high school three weeks ago and I will be attending college in two months. Jack and Jack have been doing amazing. Rising to the top of the charts. Now, they aren't only a couple of "wannabes" that only teenage girls listen to.

I've been doing pretty good too I guess. Is it bad to say that I'm still not over it? That I'm more head over heels for this boy than I was before? That I haven't stopped thinking about him for the last three years and that I wish he was here with me now, packing boxes of my clothes for my new apartment?

Sadly, all of that is true. I imagine him laying next to me every night, wishing that I could call "my" apartment "our" apartment. He's even in colorado right now and I am playing in my head a scene where he comes to this empty place to forgive me and love me again.

But don't think I wasn't surprised when its four in the morning and I hear a nock on my door, I look out the little peep hole with a hammer in my hand and see my best friend.

"Jack, what are you doing here?" I whisper as I open the door. I want to hug him, but I'm afraid he's mad at me for breaking his best friends heart all of those years ago.

"Lilly, I missed you." He smiles sadly and opens his arms wide. I smile back and embrace him tightly.

"Come inside." I say as I pull him quietly in my new home.

"Lil, who is it?" Yukari, Karina, Chris and Brandon walk out into the living room.

"Gilinsky." I laugh as Yukari runs up to him and gives him the biggest hug. They became pretty good friends. Karina and Chris stay shocked that THE Jack Gilinsky is standing in their living room. And Brandon has his fists and jaw clenched, probably feeling threatened of Jack's masculinity and mad that he's here, knowing it has to do with Johnson.

"What are you doing here?" Yukari asks excitedly

"I need to talk to Lilly... About Jack." See, I told you