Not That Big of a Diffrence

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"Sure." I literally started laughing so hard. I have no idea. this has never happened to me before...

"Im sorry about her, shes just excited about some things" Yuka coverd for me. How is she not loosing it?

"Right, im sorry." I giggled and tried to contain my laughter. Success!

"What is she excited about?" Jack G asked as he slid in the booth next to Yukari.

"Oh you know, stuff." We replied at the same time. We remained emotion less. We were used to it already. The Jacks did look at us as if we had two heads. More like one head two bodies. Anyway...

"Im Lilly and this is Yukari" I introduced ourselves and we stuck out our hands at the boys sitting next to us. Then at the one infront of us.

"Great to meet you guys. Im Jack and hes Jack, but we're pretty sure you guys knew that already." Jack J had that look on his face that said 'Caught you'. Yukari and I looked at eachother and gave up.

"Yall got us!" Yuka said "Ive been spending too much time with you" she shakes her haed at me and I laugh.

"How long have you guys known eachother?" JG asks. Obviously confused at what just happened.

"Since Kindergarten"I say proudly. We talked more with the guys and we got pretty close. It was now 10 and Yuka's parents were calling. They said they would be late. Why, who knows. all I know is I dont ever want to go home now. Soon , we get to the conversation I dread most. Every single convo leads to this one. Dating and stuff. Nosey people and thier need to know about my joke of a love life.

"You guys dating anyone?" JG asks. I told you.

"Stuff" I say. They look at me weird. I have that affect.

"She means no. Gurl que ases." Yukari point to her head jabs her pointer finger on her palm and moves her arms as if she were running. Code for 'get your head in the game'. I roll my eyes and ask the same question to the guys.

"nah" I purse my lips and nod. Done with this convo, good.

"Well why arent you guys dating anyone?" JG asks.

"Que te dije!" I yell at Yukari.

"There is someone I am intrested but I know its never going to happen. I say I'm intrested but hes just cute. Nothing else to it." Yukari and the Jacks have small talk on that then they ask me.

"Eh, I guess." I reply.

"You guess? that doesnt even answer the question. "

"What im trying to say is that im basically done with those kinds of relationships."

"Too late man" JG told JJ. Jack gave him that Im-going-to-kill-you look. "Jack thought you were pretty so we came and sat with you and then he got to know you a bit more and he realized you werent just another pretty face. " my face went on fire. I excused myself and went to the bathroom.

"See what you did" JJ said. I heard the chair scoot but Yukari said, " Let her cool down." Then silence. I started to cry silently tomyself. I hate crying infront of people. I only cry infront of Yuka and when I do, its just salty water falling from my eyes, and scary faces. I cried because I had a chance. The first one I've had in ever. But once he finds I'm actually fifteen obviously its gone. And if he were to get to know me more, he'd just use me like everyone else.

*Knock Knock* "Yuka just call me when youre parents are here"

"Its not Yukari, its Jack... Johnson"

I laughed "Yeah, okay, well it was nice meeting you guys, have a good life." That sunded to harsh. "I mean, Good luck with everything. yall deserve it, or something. "

"Can i come in...?"