Not That Big of a Diffrence

Liù

"Hey. Mm Lil look, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed you into doing something you weren't comfortable with, you were right, I was being selfish, and I won't ever do that okay?" Yukari said.

"It's alright. And I don't like Bryan, understand that okay. " she nodded. "I have to tell you something, but you can't tell anybody. don't even think about it, that's how secretive it is..."

"What is it?" She whispered, slowly getting closer.

"Jack and I... we're dating!" She yelled and jumped up and down

Yukari gushed all day and the girls did too. The girls on XC, not school. They were all excited for me and it made me super happy. Jack makes me feel special and I haven't felt that before. When I first met him I thought he was going too fast, it wasn't love or like, it was lust. I was kinda flattered but idk. Now that I've gotten to know him, I know he's a genuine person.

Its been almost three months since JJ and I started dating. My parents got over being upset about his age. They realized that I could protect myself but they made me take rape safety and awareness classes... Sorry, TMI? I know Jack won't try anything. How could he? I haven't seen him in person for three month and that was for like four hours so. We're going pretty strong but I'm not sure how long this will last...

Two weeks later and Jack decided he was ready to tell his fans. 11/12 really love me and I'm so happy I only have few haters. But haters gonna hate... I flew to Los Angles yesterday. Jack picked me up from the airport and we went to his house. I met Carter. It was awkward cuz I didn't really like him. He was really sweet to me though. At night, JJ was so sweet. He let me sleep in his bed and he slpet on the couch in his room. I've always wanted a gentleman boyfriend.

I'm getting ready now. It about nine and I've made the guys breakfast. While they eat, I take a shower. After I got out, I put on some jeggings and a long sleeve shirt that's sort of like thermals but not really. I put on my boots and curl my hair. We all finish getting ready at the same time.

We're going to Panera for linner. Jack wanted me to 'meet the whole gang'

"So Lilly, what do you think about LA" Nash asked once we sat down with all of our food. I just got some pasta.

"Its very pretty, but I couldn't ever live here. Too many people, too mainstream." I joked.

"I guess your right. But seriously, why wouldn't you live here" Matt stole one of my fries

I frowned "I'm not sure. All I know is that I've never wanted to be here too long. Everyone wants to move to Los Angeles and I don't think it's that.. I dunno, that special."

"So then when you marry Jack he has to move to Colorado?" Carter smirked. I felt my face turn hot but I knew I wasn't blushing. I never do. Johnson choked on his soup and started coughing. Jack patted his back and I put my hand on his knee to show him I got this.

"No, we'll be moving to Oregon" everyone laughed and I nodded proudly... Everyone asked me questions, joked with me, stuff like that for the next two hours. Then we went to a movie and walked around the mall. We didn't get back home till about 10:30. When we did, Jack and Carter went to their rooms. I went to the kitchen to pour me some milk and JJ followed.

"What do you think about the boys?" He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.

"They're really nice and funny. They don't really think about what they say, but that's all boys, huh?" I laughed and finished my milk. Once I did, I threw it in the sink and turned around to face JJ. I looked up at him and moved some hair that had fallen to his face. I buried my head in his chest and hugged him back. He rubbed my back and rested his chin on my head.

"Someone has some newfound confidence" he tickled my side

"What do you mean?" I asked as I pushed him away and running behind the counter.

"You were making jokes with the guys, you're always pretty shy." He coutiously made his way around to me. He put his hands up to show me he meant no harm, so I walked to him and hugged him.

"Well you give me that confidence. Is it a bad thing?"

"No. It's pretty hot actually. " I hit his chest and he smirked at me. His arms found their way to my sides where he tickled me so much that I fell. He had fallen before me so I landed on time of me. I laughed and laughed as he continued to torture me. He didn't stop until Jack yelled at us... Oops.??

We went to bed and this time we shared his bed. I called my parents and after JJ sang to me, I fell asleep.