!RAPPER IMAGINES!

☹︎~XXXTENTACION PT2~☹︎

6:47 AM

  I climbed out of bed and got dressed. Today I had decided to go out. Get some fresh air, try and do something I used to enjoy. I started by going to the local cafe. I got there and walked up to the counter, looking over at the young lady behind it. She had short brown hair and tattoos. I looked closely at her forearm. She had "R.I.P. XXX" tattooed with the date underneath. I looked at her, making eye contact. "Oh wow! Miss, Y/n! Huge fan! What can I get for you today?" I blinked tears away and smiled. "Thank you, can I jus get a....-enter your favorite coffee- please and thank you." I said as I pulled my wallet out. "Anything for you. On the house. I know things are rough." My eyes widened at this comment and I pressed my lips together and nodded before walking away finding a spot to sit. As I waited a began to zone out. 

  Jah sat across from me at the table with a bright smile plastered on his face. "What are you smiling about?" I said with a laugh. "You just so pretty. I love staring at you. I love you, and everything about you. I love that you always order a -enter your favorite coffee- every time, I love that so much. You never change and I love that. You're always true to you." I smiled and placed my hand on his. "God, I miss us. So much, I miss you. You were amazing. You really were." I said as I blinked tears away. "Were?" Jah asked, cocking his eyebrow. I just stared at him. "Y/n? Y/n..." He just kept repeating my name. I closed my eyes and felt tears run down my cheeks. When suddenly his voice had changed to that of the barista. "Y/n? Are you okay? I have your coffee." I looked up at her and wiped my tears before grabbing the drink from her hand. "I'm sorry, thank you so much!" I said with a smile on my face as I took a sip. "Of course! Can I get a picture?" I nodded and held the coffee cup up and smiled a big smile as she took the picture. "Thank you so much! Enjoy your coffee!" I nodded and thanked her as she walked away. I swear, seeing him like this is driving me insane. I drank my coffee before heading to the mall and going to -enter favorite store- just to pick up a few things. Maybe it'll make me feel better. As I walked out I walked past a Hot Topic. I looked in the window and sighed seeing a T-Shirt with Jah on it. "Isn't that so cool? Y/n people want me on their clothes!" Jah said excitedly pointing at the shirt. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah, people love you Jah. I love you." The words slipped from my mouth the same way they had when he was here. My hands shook at the thought of his in mine as he dragged me around the mall. Taking pictures with fans and just spreading love all over the place. Even on his worst days.

FLASHBACK

  I laughed as Jah ran around the store, putting things in his cart. He was like a little kid. He smiled over at me and motioned for me to come over. I walked over to him and smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pecked me on the lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "You havin fun?" I asked as I laughed, looking over at his cart filled with clothes and jewelry. "I always have fun when I'm with you. I get to see that pretty smile, I get to spend time with you, and I get to spoil you." He said laughing before kissing me. I smiled and kissed back. I swear this man was everything to me. "Well, let's check out and get home so we can watch a movie." I said as he pulled away, taking his cart to the register. "HOLY SHIT! YOU"RE XXXTENTACION! CAN I TAKE A VIDEO?!" A little boy screamed, running over to us, recording. "Hell yeah! What's up man, I appreciate the support. Keep pushing man. Life gets tougher the older you get but you got it. Don't ever give up. Don't forget these words." I smiled and turned around, scanning his items and paying for them while he talked to the child. As I finished Jah walked up and grabbed some of the bags before turning and watching the kid run away with a huge smile on his face. "I love that I made him that happy. That's so cool." He said with a smile on his face. "I'm glad you realize how happy you make people. You give us hope." I said, smiling at him. 

FLASHBACK OVER

  I miss you Jah. I miss you every single day. But sometimes I don't let go. And it's time that I do. I love you so much.

~THE END~

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