those eyes | geminifourth

19.

That night, Gemini slept on the cold floor, his tears went dry on his cheeks and he didn't have the energy to wake up.

Meanwhile Fourth got home and met Pond there. They had a great time watching movies, cooking and talking about their childhood moments. But there was an only thing that was left on Fourth's mind.

Gemini.

He didn't texted or called him, and when Fourth left he was in a bad condition.

"So little buddy, are you going to tell me about what happened yesterday?"

Fourth was going to deny it and say nothing was wrong, but he just found himself crying and telling all story to Pond.

Basically and obviously, Pond knew Fourth had a crush on Gemini because they were extremely close and they saw each other like biological brothers. Pond's little brother passed away in a car accident, and Pond was thinking it was all his fault. So after that, Fourth kindly offered Pond to be not-blood-related brothers.

Even though blood relation was missing, they weren't missing love.

After all the story, Pond tried to calm Fourth down, and did everything to make him laugh.

"Do you want me to beat the shit out of Gemini like when our moms beat us both when we ruined their garden?"

Fourth immediately started laughing. Pond was the best big brother ever.

"It was you, but i got the most damage!"

"I'm not sorry for that, because you cried over a candy so i did it to entertain you!"

These two were having a quality time where we had this depressed Gemini motherfucking Norawit.

He didn't know what to do or say, he was just sitting and crying. He didn't even feel the tears anymore, they were just falling off and when they fell, Gemini realized he was crying.

He wanted to go to Fourth so badly, cry on his knees and beg him to stay with him.

His Fourth wouldn't leave him, right?

He wouldn't,

Right?

Gemini realized for the countless time that he was so desperate when it came to Fourth. He needed his kisses, his hugs, his little chuckles and his strawberry scent on his bed, clothes and all around the house. He was breathing and sniffing heavily that after a while his nose started bleeding.

When he realized it, he was that it was running all over his t-shirt. This couldn't be happening, he thought to himself. He immediately got up and ran to the bathroom.

Not to clean his nose.

To clean his t-shirt.

He started shouting and crying while seeing the blood stain doing nothing except getting darker under the water.

"No! No! He has his scent on it! Fuck fuck!"

Gemini started sobbing when he realized the stain wasn't going anywhere and his tee started to smell like blood. He ran to the kitchen, frustrated with his hands on his hair.

Was he losing his mind?

He looked at himself in the mirror which was next to the kitchen door and entering hall.

"Fourth would say i look ugly like this. Why am i acting like this?"

Gemini threw a fist to his reflection from the mirror and mirror shattered into pieces. His fingers started bleeding as he sat down on the floor full of shattered glass. Luckily, Phuwin was there to visit Gemini.

As soon as he entered the house he was Gemini crying in a bloody mess.

"Gemini! What happened to you?!"

Gemini immediately hugged Phuwin when he kneeled down infront of him.

"Why didn't he come? Is he breaking up with me? Why am i a jerk and why this motherfucking possesion is always eating me up? What the fuck is wrong with me and my mental! Why did they turned me into this monster?!"

Phuwin hugged his little bro and tried to calm him down.

"Let me go!"

"Gemini! Get yourself together! It wasn't your fault! Your family's issues didn't happen because of you! You need to calm down if you want Fourth back!"

"He doesn't want me!"

"How do you know? Okay now come on, we'll go to your favorite place and drink there okay? So you'll get over this pain and talk to Fourth while your mind is on the right state."

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Well well...
Don't ask why Gemini is acting like this. It's obvious that he has issues because of his past and things. I don't know if i'll mention those things but we'll see how it goes!
Now i'm gonna write 20, but when you see this, 20 chapter is already going to be published hehe🌻