Luke
Pulling my helmet on before handing the male one as I had gotten it for him after I'd picked him up once though I still needed to get him his jacket but at least his head was protected and it was a dark navy which suited him while mine was a pure black. I wore his hoodie under said jacket as his smile was huge when I put it on so I didn't have the heart to take it off, getting onto the bike before he slid in behind me as I started it as his arms came around me, he was still off about the bike but I knew he liked when I rode it like how I like seeing him on the field being a captain.
"I attached your mic too so we can talk" I spoke.
"oh yeah you did" He laughed softly as I rode down the road as I picked up speed, "jesus there's laws for a reason"
"laws are boring..." I hummed, "plus gets us there faster"
"Laws also keep us alive" He stated and it didn't take long until we got there as I pulled in beside Sam as he leaned against his own bike.
"Hey you two love birds" He grinned as the male slid off as I glared at him and even though he couldn't see my face he could feel the death stare.
"leave them alone, at least he has someone" riley grinned as he came over as I got off my bike.
"come on, otherwise you'll be late" Sam stated as male gave me his helmet as I took my own off and left them on the bike before following the others as I stuffed my hands in my pocket of my jacket.
We split off as myself and Sam sat down in the benches where the twos team would sit as I watched as the cheerleaders did there opening act in annoyance, I've always hated them.
"You know you could try and smile?" Sam spoke up.
"get fucked" I grumbled as I glared at the cheerleaders who sat in front of us outside of the fencing cheering the team.
He sighed as I watched the male play and I winced slightly when riley was basically crushed by a dude as he laid on the ground and I knew that pain as he limped to us as he walked in and flopped down beside Sam as the two fell into a immediate conversation. It felt like forever until a break was called as people started to clear off the field as I watched a cheerleader walk over to peter.
"watch out someone tryin take ya man" riley joked as I stood up and the two followed as I walked over to the female as peter sent her a small smile while clearly trying to avoid her and it only fueled me as I grabbed her by her hair as the other cheerleaders and football players watched.
"How about you get your skank ass hands off my boyfriends before I rip this cheap ass wig out of your hair" I warned her as she staired at me in pure horror and fear as I tripped her making her go face first into the mud before turning to the others, "what fuck you looking at?" They immediately avoided eye contact.
"Your a feisty one hey?" One of his teammates grinned and I felt my whole body run cold at the comment
"You're a feisty one" he chuckled as he pinned me to the wall
"Luke" Peter spoke confused as I blinked out of my daze out space and when someone rested their hand on my shoulder I swung around before punching them square in the face as Riley stumbled back before landing on his ass as he held his bleeding nose as he made a loud cry of pain.
"Luke! What the hell!" Sam yelled, "you fucking psycho!"
Backing up as Peter sent me a worried look before I turned around and rushed away, my eyes blurred with tears as I rushed into the bathroom and hid in the stall before sitting down on the lid of the toilet as I cradled my head in my hands while my arms were propped up by my knees. Attempting to stifle my crying when I heard the door open before I heard a sigh.
"Luke?" Peter called out as he knocked on the door.
"Go away..." I croaked out and I watched as he sat down on the outside of my door.
"You know I couldn't bring myself to do that when you're crying..." He mumbled.
"I thought it was getting better!" I sobbed, "the nightmares were gone so why am I still so fucking useless!"
"Your not useless... And healing from something that is traumatic takes time" he reassured me.
"I just feel so useless, like I'm the reason why he did that to me" I choked out.
"You smiling isn't the reason why that man did that to you... Don't you ever think you're the reason" he stated sternly before his tone switch to a more soft one, "can you please open the door... I won't hug you or anything and we can just sit there together if that's what you want..."
Sniffling as I stared at the lock before reaching forward and turning it as he stood and pulled it open as he looked down at me with sad filled eyes as I stood up and hugged him, needing the presence, to know that he was there. He kissed the top of my head as he rubbed my back in an attempt to calm me.
"Are there certain things that trigger you?" He asked.
"He called me feisty when I tried to fight back... Being restrained is also another.. uh I can't really think right now..." I whispered.
"Okay... Even if you just make a list.." he reassured me, Burying my face further into his chest as he swayed us slightly.
I'll always be safe in his arms
