distant (pt 3)

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by tswift4evr

by tswift4evr

part 3!!! enjoy <3

your pov

i threw my phone across the room in anger. taylor was being such a bitch. i know some of it is my fault, but i feel like everyone should be able to have a break at some point. i just need time to myself to work on myself. now i'm here with the heavy guilt of leaving taylor alone. sometimes i wish i could tell her things. i fear that she may be judgmental to the things i say. so i'm better off just keeping to myself. right?

i get taylor misses me, as i do miss her too, i just can't deal with it right now. so here i am now in rhode island.

taylor's pov

who the hell does y/n think she is??? i was scared that she wasn't answer me and then when she does she wants to play victim. i don't know what to do anymore.

i'm so stressed and i just need someone here with me. i was really bummed when y/n said she was leaving for a couple days. i really need someone to talk to..

it was nearing 1am and i've been crying for the past hour. i feel like y/n's relationship is fading. i feel like we don't talk as much. i feel like that spark isn't really there anymore. for the past few hours i've tried to call her but it's gone to voicemail every time. then i resorted to calling my mom. she always knew how to help me. she's in LA right now so it should only be about 10pm so i hope she's awake.

dialing mom

"hey taylor what's up?!" my mom said in a cheerful mood.

"mom?" i said sobbing slightly.

"taylor honey what's the matter?" she asked concerned.

"i don't know what to do with myself mom i feel like everything is my fault" i said through light sobs.

"taylor i can ensure that no everything is your fault. can you tell me what's going on?" she said calmly.

"y/n just got up and left she claimed it was for family reasons but i could tell before she left it was like awkward. she wasn't her usual clingy self. i feel like our relationship is fading. i feel like it's all my fault. i feel like i was a shitty girlfriend, i didn't treasure her, and i didn't spend enough time with her because i was always working! i'm just stressed and i don't know what to do.." i ranted.

"i understand taylor. it seems like you need a break from everything. you should spend a couple days for yourself and do stuff you like. i know you are stressed right now but i can promise you, you will feel so much better better. you're always working your ass off, which i'm really proud of you for, but, you need to take some time off. okay?" she explained.

"okay thanks mom. i love you" i said sniffing.

"i love you too tay. now get some sleep" she said.

so here i am now packing some thing for a few days and i'm heading out tomorrow. i'm not sure where but i'm going somewhere.

your pov

it's been very relaxing just unplugging from reality for a little while. i've been able to focus on myself and do the things i like. i went out shopping at the cute little shops they have by the house. thank god i haven't been spotted yet by paparazzi.

today i just decided to be a chill day, so i went to the beach early this morning to go on a run. the sunrise was beautiful this morning. the sound of waves were also very calming. now i've just been sitting my the pool and reading.

all of a sudden i hear a car pull up so i make my way towards the front of the house and i can't believe what i am seeing. why the fuck is taylor here?

writing part 4 rnnn i was just going to make it one big chapter but i wanted to give you guys something to read and have a HUGE cliff hanger👀

ANYWAY IM SEEING THE ERAS TOUR FILM THIS WEEK AND I CANT WAIT ME AND MY FRIEND ARE GOING AS JUNIOR JEWELS AND AHHH IM SO EXCITEDDDDDDD