wenclair(I promise you wont need therapy, again🙄)

i hate this chap

TW: straight panic (highly dangerous for everyone reading this so be careful)

Enid's POV: 

I'm finally done packing my stuff after nearly THREE AND A HALF HOURS of organising and contemplating on what I should pack for the school break. Because all I could think of was Wednesday and what the Addams family would be like when I meet them, will they like me? Will they like me being Wednesday's friend? Do they even like lycanthropes or bright colours?! No, brain stop overthinking! Bad wolf! 

I think I overthink about thinking I overthink because I think I overthink about overthinking I think too much.

Just then Ajax texted me, during my dream, when I was being pushed off of the balcony, it was actually Ajax who had pushed me, he had this mixture of anger, regret and slight sadness radiating off of him before I woke up and I couldn't read his face on what he was actually feeling, just like wens. I mean, if he didn't I would've been in that coma or dream like state for god knows how long.

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Ajax (bf): hey babe ❤️❤️❤️

Enid❤️: hiiiiii baby <3

Something felt kind of off about calling him baby, I usually always call him baby though so why does it feel so wrong? Is there something wrong about him? No, I don't think so... Is there something wrong about me instead? Maybe...

Ajax (bf): do u think i could come over to ur dorm 😘

I knew what he wanted, whenever he wants us to meet at my dorm or his dorm, he usually only wants to make out but never to like talk or anything else. I am pretty sure we've only went on one date the whole time we've been dating and we were hanging out with the group at that time so I don't think that counts as an actual date now that I think of that. I really wish it  wasn't a dream sometimes.

Enid❤️: of course babe :))

Ajax (bf): k love u

Enid❤️: same to you as well 

He didn't even put the "I" at the start! When you say that, it means more when you say the "I", not just "love you". (A/N: Ok but like, doesn't it mean more when you say "I love you" other than "love you"?????)

*time skip*

There was a knock at the door, it's probably Ajax. 

I open the door to find a familiar handsome gorgon boy, damn, his arm muscles are so veiny and bulging just like Wednesday- what? No! Stop thinking about your roommate in intimate ways! Think about the guy in front of you! Like those kind of small but muscular hands he has, kind of reminds me of Wednesday's hands, oh how I would love wednesdays hands around my nec- wait, what?! Stop thinking like this! Anygays- I mean anyways! How did I get such a hot ass guy when I just look like this? I must be the luckiest girl ever then. 

I move to the right side so he can walk through and he slowly does, his eyes wandering to wens already packed dark, gloomy side of the room in disgust, he never really liked my roommate much but I never really knew why. Maybe it's just the sexy murderer vibe she gives off... what did I just sa- "Ugh, she still lives here? I thought you were going to report her to the new hall mum," Ajax spat out with venom. "Why would I?" I reply back, kind of annoyed about this conversation already.

"Because you know I don't like her here! She is selfish and manipulative! She only cares about herself, she will use ANYONE to get what she wants even if it means putting people in danger who are close to her! She's going to hurt you one of these days, just like she did last time!" He snapped and grabbed my wrist aggressively. Causing me to hiss in pain, I stood there, shocked and hurt, he had never snapped at me before or had harmed me before. I guess he must've noticed what he had done because his face immediately went soft and he tried to comfort me but I pushed him away as hot tears rolled down my face, staining my cheeks and probably ruining my makeup but I don't care right now. "Get out," I said just loud enough for him to hear.

"We. Are. Over." I said, emphasising the word "over" to him.

Songs for your playlist:

1. Drivers license by Olivia rodrigo 

2. Issa mad ting by crae wolf

3. Masochist by ren

4. Dumbest girl alive by 100 gecs

5. Mitsuko by lake malice

6. Loose by cinnamon babe

7. Code mistake by corpse

8. Hated by yungblud

9. Maniac by skz 

10. False hope by Taylor Mecca

[ok, but like how did I get so many reads? Like over 600? Das crazy 😜, anygays, love u my little dumb hoes <3]