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Pov Seungmin

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. You're not disgusting, I'm sorry."

"Disgusting...? Ohh. No, it's okay."

Jisung smiled as Seungmin let go of his hug. The younger looked at his friends who were staring at them like they came from another world.

"Uhm... Anyways Minho is probably looking for you. You gotta go. Byee."

Seungmin said, pushing Jisung away. He went back to his seat, and looked at his friends, wiping his tears.

"Didn't you hate him some classes before?"

Hyunjin asked raising his eyebrow. Seungmin tried to smile, in hopes they would believe that he was okay.

"What's wrong?"

Felix asked with a really soft voice. Seungmin inhaled and exhaled shakily.

"They hate me. His fans hate me. They'd love to kill me if they could. I wanted to apologise for calling him disgusting in the warehouse, but.."

He couldn't say more. He just hugged Felix tightly.

"It's okay, you have us. We're here, shhh."

Time passed and it was time to go home. Seungmin's favourite time. Not always, but that day for sure.

"Bye guys!"

Seungmin hugged Felix and Jeongin. He was rarely hugging someone, but now he needed it.

"Please go home and rest. Hyunjin, take care of him."

"I sure will take care of my singer. Let's go."

Hyunjin and Seungmin left, and the younger was looking around.

"Are you trying to avoid anyone?"

"Huh?"

Seungmin asked confused, while still looking around, since he hadn't listened to what Hyunjin just said.

"You searching for anyone?"

"No one. Just looking around. Let's keep walking!"

Hyunjin nodded, with an ironic look on his face, not believing the younger.

As they got home, Seungmin stopped Hyunjin from going anywhere.

"Seungmin, I need to take a bath I smell like shit I have no time to talk."

"Hyunjin please. The bathroom is always there it won't leave. But my courage will."

Hyunjin stopped moving, and looked at Seungmin with a confused look.

"What's up?"

Seungmin motioned Hyunjin to follow him, and they sat on the couch.

"I don't know if I like anyone, but.. I surely know that I'm not straight.."

"Seungmin. Do you realise what you're telling me right now? That's something kinda serious. You can't be, like, bi from one day to another."

Seungmin shook his head, and looked at the floor, afraid of what Hyunjin will say.

"I never said I'm bi. I'm not attracted to girls at all. And, to be honest, I was thinking about that for a really, really long time now. I was questioning my sexuality years now. Especially when you told me that you.. Had a crush on me."

A big smile appeared on Hyunjin's face, and he hugged the younger tightly, not letting him go.

"Straight, gay or whatever, be sure that I will always be here to cheer you up and help you with whatever you need."

Seungmin didn't regret talking to him. Tho he thought Hyunjin will act weirdly, nothing happened.

He started to cry. And they were happy tears. Really happy. And tears of relief.

"Who made you realise that?"

Hyunjin suddenly asked, catching Seungmin off guard. But he decided to tell him the truth.

"Don't tell anyone. It's uh... Ji- Jisung. Yeah. We... No. He kissed me earlier today, in the warehouse. And, to be honest, I enjoyed it. I really did."

Hyunjin's eyes opened wide, and his jaw dropped. He was looking at Seungmin, unable to move his eyes or body.

"You? And Jisung? Woah, that's a joke, right? Yah, don't play with my feelings."

"It's not a joke! He kissed me."

Hyunjin started to laugh hysterically, as a reaction of shock. He couldn't believe it.

"Welcome to the gay club! The other two will be really happy when they-"

"No! Not yet. Not until I'm ready."

Hyunjin nodded, and stood up. He was so shocked, he now couldn't stay still.

"So you have a crush on Jisung?"

"Yeah, you took it way too far! I don't like him. Not romantically."

Seungmin said, actually meaning every word he was saying. It was hard for him to lie to Hyunjin.

"Okay, I believe you. Wowww, should I lock you two in a classroom?"

Hyunjin smiled evilly, but Seungmin kicked his leg, not toohard, just so he could stop.

"Don't you dare! I hate being next to someone I don't know well."

"And it will be hard to get to know him, because of all those fans."

Seungmin nodded, and now he smiled openly in the thought of Jisung.

"If you don't like him, you definitely want to be his friend since you smile like that. Hey, can I tell you something as well?"

"Sure!"

Hyunjin hesitated. But he decided to say it. He had nothing to lose anyways. These two were saying literally everything to each other.

"Okay, don't make fun of me, but.. I like Innie. I really do."

"Oh, this? I already knew it. You see, it's pretty obvious."

Hyunjin felt relieved with Seungmin's reaction. They were really supportive of each other.

"Go take a bath now. You really do smell. And I will too, since you hugged me."

Seungmin murmured, pretending to be disgusted while looking at Hyunjin and they clothes.

"I know! Okay, I'm going. If you need anything, don't call me, I won't do anything for you."

"Woah, thanks for being such a great friend."

The younger said, rolling his eyes, annoyed.

As Hyunjin left with a smile on his face, Seungmin laid back, and closed his eyes. All this crying made him sleepy. And he actually fell asleep.

Hyunjin, once he got out of the bathroom, woke the younger up.

"Mmh?"

"Wake up. Go take a bath. And don't fall asleep in the shower please."

Seungmin groaned, and slowly stood up. He really wanted to sleep, but also wanted to take a bath.

"Hyunjin! The bathroom is messy because of you! Come clean it up."

"Why? You'll also take a bath, it'll be messy again."

Hyunjin tried to find an excuse to not clean up the bathroom. Seungmin shook his head, as he started to clean.

"Cause I'm not a messy person. You are."

He said, and closed the door, to bath in peace.

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