Smokescreen & Ice Queen

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It has been 3 weeks since I last talked to Zoe or Erica. So in that time I got a lot of stuff done without any distractions. I was able to get really jacked and looking amazing I have been able to train with a gun and I was a really good shot now, but anyways I had made a lot of progress until today. I went to a small hill with my guitar so I could sing and watch the sunrise. When I got there the sun already started to rise so I got my guitar and started playing.

The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
I love you for a thousand more
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

After I finished I realized what I just sang and I knew I still had feelings for Erica and that I would never be able to. While I sat there I was crying and at that moment someone emerged from the bushes.

Erica's POV 

I woke up at 0500 to go on my everyday run. When I was running I heard something very faint so I got closer and I realized what and who it was. Ben and he was singing.

The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
I love you for a thousand more
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
One step closerI have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more


After he finished I heard him crying and I knew why. I broke his heart after he had helped me out so much with my life and he was right. After everything he did for me I treated him like shit an I knew that the only way for him to talk to me is if I confronted him now.

"Hey"

"..."

"Hello???"

"..."

"Ben can you fucking say something!"

"Fine. Erica what the hell do you want."

"I want to talk."

"Well I don't."

"Fine just listen. I want to say that I am so sorry for the way I treated you after everything you have done for me and helped me work through. As well as I should have not said those things because they aren't true because you ar..." But I didn't get to finished.

"Let me get one thing straight for you Erica. I don't want to hear you empty ass apologies just so you can clear out your conscience and I don't care about you at all because you have treated me like shit and you expect me to forgive you. I can't even believe that I ever liked you." and with that he left, but I tried to stop him but he has gotten a lot stronger so I couldnt. 

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