Samerah just got out of a Very toxic relationship. After being alone for a while she finally decides to get herself pretty and go out. During her outing two girls come up to her wanting to talk.
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Mentally I've been okay. Everything in my life was peaceful and I learned some things about myself. Like how I really like nature and I think I like being alone more than being with others.
Today I went out job hunting. I was running low on money. I went drive to this coffee shop that was paying $20 an hour and was very understaffed. I ended up getting the job on the spot. I had work in 3 days.
I texted the group and told them and they hyped me up, I love them. I love how supportive they are. I then texted Lele and Ziy and they said they missed me and they were gonna pop up at my job from time to time.
I missed them too. A lot. I love them a lot. Last weekend we began sharing locations because they said I kept scaring them when I went MIA.
They worry too much. Last week We had went eat out then they both ate me out and we smoked for a bit. They both cried when they had to go which made me cry.
I also began writing music. Singing is one of my hidden talents. I don't think I sound very good but the people who have heard me say otherwise.
I actually began to like listening to myself sing more than celebrities. I wrote 4 songs so far and was working on one now. One called "Here", the other called "How I wish it was", the next one was "all around me", and the last one was called "Stay".
"How I wish it was" my favorite though. I began recording them and making the song. Music is one of the things I love to do I don't know why I stopped.
I showed my music to Fantasy and she loved it so much that She put it as her intro on YouTube. People in the comments were loving it, they were looking for the song and everything.
I don't know if I want to drop them though, I still don't think they sound that good. Plus I'm still working on them.
The song I had now was a sex song about Lele and Ziy. It was already sounding like it was going to be my favorite. I don't think I'd ever show them my music though. Too embarrassing.
I decided to go to the forest (Aka My chill spot) to think and write down more lyrics. I love that place so much I wish I could just live there.
I went to my usual spot then began writing and listening to my music. After that I headed home, showered and just watched the stars. I love the sky. It's always so beautiful
I decided to call fantasy and show her my new song before I went to bed
"Oueee bestie this different than what you usually do. This that Chris brown, Trey songz, August alsina shii. Your usually Jhenè, Tems, and Ari Lennox." she said
"Thank you bestie" I said blushing
"I love this, I'd fuck to this song forreal" She said humming to the flow of the song
