Kdj POV
"Han Sooyong,what are you doing here?"I said,trying to sound as natural as possible
Exactly 15 min ago
Memories from that day flowed in my mind,they were all memories I ignored and detested
They were so hated that I used medications to forget them
I stumbled on the night stand,falling on my knees
My head was heavy
Pain surged through my brain as if roasting my cells,All the memories that I tried to forget came back.
My vision became blurry as flashbacks reappeared in my mind.
"DOKJA!"
Everything was red
My fathers corpse layed infront of me
Mother picked up the knife from the floor
She was smiling,her eyes were dwelling with tears
"M-Mom"A ten year old Dokja stuttered
"Dokja.....What happened here was self defense,You shall read it again"After she said these words,Everything happened so quickly
Police barged into the house
Sirens echoed in the streets
My mother was confined,My friends claimed that they didnt know me
Everything was changing to quickly
As Time passed,People changed, buildings were constructed,flowers wilted and new ones grew in their place
Everything changed except me who was always alone
Pain
It was part of me
My life had no meaning
It was soley about surviving
Everyday I ask myself,what do I live for,why am I alive?
I am nothing but a burden for others
I want to die
Perhaps my pain will go if I die
Will I be able to finally sleep without worry?
I gasped for air as my eyes flew open,my head throbbed with pain ,I don't know how much time has passed,cold sweat was covered my face
I felt nauseous,I stumbled to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water.
Pitiful
I looked in the mirror to find that exact word describing me.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door.
I didn't open nor did i check who was it
I waited a few minutes for them to leave but then the person began kicking the door.
"KIM DOKJA I KNOW YOU'RE HERE,OPEN THW DOOR OR I AM BREAKING IT"I then realizes that it was Han Sooyong on the other side.
Today's luck isn't really on my side,is it?
I slightly opened the door for only my face to be seen
My body was covered with sweat,my t shirt had some blood on it,I wasn't really in a shape to greet a guess
"Han Sooyong,What are you doing here?"I asked trying to sound as naturally as possible
Han sooyong stared at me without replying,as if she was looking for something.
"Han sooyong?"I called her again,I wanted her visit to end ASAP
"Kim Dokja are you alright?"she asked
Shivers ran down my spine,did she notice something?
"N-no,I am fine as you can see"I replied to her
"Can I come in?"She asked,that was an unexpected question
"Ah sorry,my place isn't really tidy,Could you visit another time?"
And I slammed the door.
Hsy POV
something was definitely wrong with Kim Dokja.Never in my life did I expect Dokja to slam the door in my face.
During the conversation I had with Kim Dokja,I used predictive pliagarism deducing 2 things
One,Dokja was hurt,he tried to only show his face from the door,however I spotted some blood in the nech of his shirt.
Two,Kim Dokja is terrified of something,during our little conversation,his eyes were unfocused ,his breath was abnormal and his hands were trembling.
It seems that we need to have a serious conversation with our leader.
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Phobias
FanfictionKim Dokja could never forget that day It was his greatest nightmare And Many nights were sleepless because of it However,after fiction became reality and [Three ways to survive the Apocalypse] came into life,he forgot about that day The past start...
