Phobia number 1 (Alcohol) part 5

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Kdj POV

I was relieved when Han Sooyong left,I know she's not stupid and that she will find out one day,but I hope she doesn't pry on the matter to much.

I tried to steady my breath,too many thoughts were flooding my head,it has been years since the incident and still nothing changed.What will they do if they find out?

Will they pity me?

That can't happen,I must prevent it at all costs

Sigh

I was about to take a shower when I heard a scream.

Han Sooyong


I crashed the door open and bolted down the stairs,I almost tripped a few time,I reached the ground floor to find Sooyong standing as if nothing happened.

"Are you alright?"I asked,already feeling that something was out of place

"Ah I-it was....... a prank...."she replied smiling

Something was off,I could definitely feel it,Although looking back Sooyong would definitely play these type of pranks.

"Why don't we have a drink?"She said interrupting my thoughts.

Wait,a drink?

She suddenly grabbed my hand and dragged me to the party. Damn you Sooyong.

Why didn't I try to resist?I was too tired and damn,this woman's grip was strong.

Really Strong

"Can you let go?"I asked Sooyong.

"Nah" She replied with that smug smile of hers.

"Why?"

"Don't wanna"

"Sooyong"

"Hmm?"

"Release my hand this instant"

"No"

"Sooyong—

"Kim Dokja,Do you think no one has noticed?"

My mind stopped functioning.What?

"What?"I asked already expecting the answer.

"You have been acting strange lately,we figured something was wrong with you,but you,you always hide things from us it isn't fair.......it isn't fair that you know everything about us and we know nothing"She looked at me,she wanted a reply,I knew what she wanted yet I don't have the courage to satisfy her.

"Han Sooyong,I don't know what you are talking about"

I smiled,I was taught that a smile could get you out of any situation,no matter what it is.They would eventually understand why I am doing this.I don't understand why they care.I am a coward,I have been hiding under a mask all my life,If I take it off now and breathe normally,I would fear it will only make it harder to put it on again.


"See,that's your problem,being a liar when you're so bad at lying"She said and glared at me.


"Never mind we're here"she said,there was a hint of disappointment in her voice.

It was truly a delightful scene,Yoo Junghyuk was wearing an apron and grilling some meat,The children ran after each other( including Lee Jihye),Jang Hayoung and Hung Jeewon were sitting on the grass playing monopoly.Lee Hyunsung was chatting with Yoo sangah,Lee Seolwha and Aileen looked they were having a pretty interesting conversation too.

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