Broken || J.W.

Chances.

As I wake up, Casper meows and paws at my nose.

"Are you hungry?" I giggled.

I picked him up and walked into the kitchen. 

As I fed Casper, I pushed my hair back and let out a sigh. I honestly think I should start hanging out with Jacob more. Lately, I have been feeling so pressured to do so and I feel like Isaac's visit was a calling out to tell me that I deserve to move out. Although, everyone is making it seem like it's so easy to do so. When to be honest I don't think I've ever gone through something this tough besides a few other moments in my life. 

I am torn, between my options I am stuck between waiting till I die to be in love again with Isaac, or maybe give Jacob a chance. I am sure that Isaac wouldn't mind considering what he said. 

I almost compulsively grabbed my phone and called Cynthia.

Yes, I called Cynthia.

"Hello?" Cynthia answered.

"Hey Cyn, are you and Shawn busy today?" I asked twirling my hair around my fingers.

"Uh, no why what's up?" She asked concerned.

"I was wondering..um" I trailed. 

"What were you wondering?" Cynthia asked.

"If maybe we could go on triple dates." I said in a very fast way.

"What do you mean?" Cynthia asked, her voice sounded a bit excited.

I let out a sigh. "You and Shawn, Mayah and Matt, Jacob and I"

"OH MY GOSH! YES!" I heard her scream. "I'll give them the message."

She hung up and I began to regret calling in the first place. I walked into my room and picked up the engagement ring. Hey, I know what to do with this. I walked over to my vanity and grabbed a necklace chain.  Before sliding the ring onto it, I stared at it for about a minute. It was so beautiful, if i would have been with Isaac, it would have made with ring a ton more special. 

Sliding the ring onto the chain I leave it on my vanity and hop into the shower. 

I am actually really nervous about this group date. Like, I asked for it but I am wishing that I hadn't now. 

When I get out of the shower, I get a text from Mayah. 

Mayah: "Oh yeah! Guess who got us all tixs to Six Flags"

Me: "The Almighty Mayah" 

I laughed at my own joke and get ready. I put on black jeans with slits at the knees, with a grey crop top with a kawaii emoji ((A/N: Ariana Grande merch if you get me)), and some white Chucks. Walking over to my vanity, the first thing I do is put on the necklace containing the ring. I also put on some makeup and styled my hair. For my hair I just curled it and left it down. I walked over to my bed laying down on it and petted Casper. 

I heard a knock on my door and groaned.

When I opened it all my friends revealed. 

"Hey guys." I smiled.

"Sup" Mayah high fived me.

"Hey babe" Cynthia hugged me. I hugged everyone else and awkwardly waved at Jacob.

"Hey Bella" He smiled.

"Hey Jacob" I smiled back.

"Let's go guys, I want to get on rides already I am so excited." Mayah said.