Broken || J.W.

Breakups.

We head to Cynthia's house and she disappears into her recording room to set up.

"What are you going to wear?" Mayah asked.

"Hm, maybe a dress" I said.

"Oo, I think you and Jacob would be cute." she says.

"No, I would never." I said.

"What why?" she asked me.

"Because I just don't see anyone that way" I huff.

"I'm just saying, Jacob really does like you" she said.

"That's not what he said" I tell her.

"And you bought it?" she said.

I looked over at her.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You'll find out soon enough." she said and got up.

I sat there on the couch cluelessly thinking. Could there actually be a chance that Jacob likes me? Nah, I doubt it. I've only just met him.

Anyway, I'm not looking for a relationship. I'm still not over..Isaac.

My phone buzzed making me jump.

Jacob: "Hey Bella, just being curious. Were you serious about wanting to go to the party with me?"

Does he not want to go with me? Or did he just think that I was messing around?

Me: "I was being serious..but if you don't want to go with me that's fine.."

Jacob: "I do, I'm sorry Aaron just made me worry."

Me: "Oh, well if you need anything else I'm here."

Jacob: "Same to you"

I don't reply, instead I slide my phone in my pocket and walk into Cyn's recording room.

"I WANT PIZZA" Mayah yelled.

"Tell Matt to bring us pizza." Cyn said.

"Ask Sammy" Mayah said.

"No." Cynthia said coldly.

"Woah Cynthia" I said.

"Sorry, it's just Sam and I have been fighting a lot lately" she sighed pushing her hair back.

"What happened? " I asked sitting on the couch in the recording room.

"It's Shawn and Gilinsky." She said.

"Oh.." I said echoing the oh.

"How do you even feel about Shawn..or Gilinsky?" Mayah asked Cyn.

"I don't know..Jack is sweet and all but we fight a lot too because he begs for me and wants me to be his girlfriend." She said.

"How about Shawn?" I asked.

Cynthia smiled softly at the ground. When she looked up she said: "Shawn..he's so sweet and kind. He's always there for me like you guy's. He is just the best. Literally."

"Oh my god Cyn..you like Mendes don't you" I said.

"I don't know! I really love Sammy it's just I feel like I don't know him at all anymore.." Cynthia said.

"Oh.." Mayah said.

"What don't say that! You're worrying me!" Cyn said.

"I honestly think you and Sammy should just call it off.." Mayah says.

"I do too, sorry Cyn but a relationship where you guy's are fighting constantly is bad." I said.

"I know, it's just so hard." Cyn sighed.

"I know it is. But think about the positive to it." Mayah says.

"I honestly just don't-" Cynthia's phone cut her off.

She answers.

"Hello?" She says.

Mayah and I look at eachother then focus our vision on Cyn.

"What?" Cyn said. "It wasn't even me Sam!"

I have a feeling this won't end well..

"Sammy stop it!" She semi yelled. "I'm tired of all of this Sam, honestly! "

"I'm seriously done with this fighting Sammy. I love you, but I just.." she starts to cry.

"I'm so..sorry Sammy..but I just can't keep fighting with you anymore. I think..I think we just need a break from eachother." She cried.

Oh shit.

"I don't know who you are anymore Sam. You are someone else. I love you so much Sammy. But this, is so unhealthy. And I..I can't do this anymore." She said. "Never forget how much I loved you Sam. Goodbye."

Cynthia collapsed onto the ground cradling herself.

I sat down next to her and she latched onto me hugging my waist tightly, digging her nails into my hips.

"It's okay" I said running my fingers through her hair.

"How about we film a video some other day.." Mayah said rubbing Cynthia's back.

I can feel her pain. It was radiating onto me. She was hurting badly.

I know what this feels like. When you are so broken you can feel your heart literally cracking.

"It hurts..so..much" Cynthia cried.

"I know love, I know it does." I said.

"Should I go get ice cream?" Mayah said.

"And tissues" Cyn said.

"Okay. I will be back" Mayah says.

Mayah leaves and Cynthia literally bursts out in oceans of tears.

"I hate..this..feeling so much.." she cried. "Now I know..how..you felt.."

My heart stopped. I know her heart is broken. But this..this is nothing near what I'd felt that night. A piece of me died with him that night. I can never get Isaac back. Cynthia can get Sammy back but that'd be in her least interest after how many fights they'd have had. But then again she had Shawn. Although I won't bring it up because I don't want to come off as rude.

I hugged her tightly and helped her stand up. I walked her over too her room and we lie down on her bed.

Mayah comes back after a while and we all eat ice cream and  watch American Horror Story.

My phone buzzed. The text I'd read and who it was from changed that whole day.  Because this person wasn't just anyone, no she wasn't. How do I know this?

Because it was Isaac's mother.