Broken || J.W.

Partners in Crime

I pulled away from Jacob as quickly as possible.

"Sorry, I didn't.." He trailed.

"It's okay, I'm going to go inside. Goodnight Jacob" I said and walked inside of my home.

I slid down on the door so I was sitting on the floor leaning against the door.

What the hell just happened? Why did Jacob kiss me? Does he like me? I'm trying to process all of this because none of it makes sense to me at all.

I got up and walked to my room.

"I hope you don't thinking I'm cheating on you Isaac." I said to myself.

I put on some flannel pajama pants and Isaac's nirvana shirt. When I laid in bed I just stared at the nothingness of the ceiling. I felt alone and sad and confused.

Why would he kiss me? He knows about Isaac, so why would he kiss me? It just doesn't make any sense too me.

I curled up in a ball with Casper and pondered.

~Flashback~

"This party is soo insane" I said.

"Here you go Bonnie" Isaac said.

"Why thank you Clyde" I smiled taking the cup he had held out for me.

"Hey guys" Mayah smiled.

"Yowza, aren't you a sexy red riding hood?" I smirked.

"It seems I've lost my way and ran into the big bad wolf" Mayah gasped putting a hand on her forehead like a damsel in distress.

"RAWR!" Matty came hugging Mayah by her waist.

Isaac and I laughed.

"We're Partners in Crime!" I smiled.

Isaac and I went back to back with finger guns.

We all laughed and just talked.

"Hey guys" Cynthia said.

"Well well well, sexy cops" Mayah smirked.

"Thank you, you all look great" Cynthia laughed.

"What are you guys supposed to be?" Sammy asked.

"Bonnie and Clyde" Isaac said.

"Isaac is a really sexy Clyde don't you think?" I smiled.

"You guys both look hot" Cynthia said.

"Let's go dance!" Mayah begged Matt.

He agreed and they walk off with Cynthia and Sammy following behind them.

I looked up at Isaac who was staring down at me with a smile.

I tippy toes and kissed him lightly.

"I love you" I smiled.

"I love you so much more" Isaac smiled.

I kissed him again.

"Let's get out of here" I smirked.

"Whatever you want love" he smiled.

~Flashback ends~

A pool of tears came out of me. I remember that night perfectly.

We went back too my house and gave out candy and watched the horror movie fest on AMC.

I would give anything to hold him again. Too feel the warmth of his skin.

I reached under my pillow and got out the scrapbook I sat up on my bed.

I looked at each page, pieces of me were dying inside. Something fell out of the book, was it a picture?

I feared looking down so I looked at the book some more. When I got to the end there was another page. One I had missed. There was a square cut in it.

"I love you so much much Isabella Watson, and I want too spend every moment of my life with you, forever. Will you marry me?"

Everything inside me broke, I looked down and my fingers trembled as they picked up a ring.

It was silver with a diamond on it. There were tears rapidly streaming down my face.

I was going to be engaged..

I put the ring on my nightstand and the scrapbook under my pillow. Sitting there on my bed with my finger tangled in my hair, I let out a scream.

I was crying horribly. I couldn't breathe nor see. I heard the front door open. I didn't care, if it was a murderer I would gladly let him take my life. Sadly too say or think.

The door to my room open and I heard bags drop.

"Bella!!" I hear Cynthia yell.

I looked up and hugged her tightly.

"What happened? " she asked me petting my hair.

I let go of her and gave her the scrapbook showing her the page, as well as the ring.

"I was supposed to be engaged." I cried

"Bella.." Cynthia said softly hugging me tightly.

About half an hour later I stopped crying. We watched Mean Girls, and Silver Linings Playbook. We also ate a lot of junk food but that didn't matter.

When Cynthia went home I lie in bed curled up in a ball with Casper.

I just wanted to be with Isaac one more time. At least once more, because my last memory of him was a nightmare. Our first bad one.

The next morning I got up and did the usual routine. When I got a text from Jacob I hesitated to respond.

Jacob: "Hey Bella, I know you might not answer to this but I'm sorry about yesterday. I wasn't thinking straight, and I'll stay away for a while."

Me: "it's fine, and you don't have to stay away. I'm fine."

I let out a sigh and sat on my bed.

My eyes trailed over too my nightstand. Where the ring was. I picked it up and stared at it.

A tear streamed down my face and I wiped it away. I slid the ring onto my finger.

"I love you Isaac" I said to myself. "And that's never going to change"

"I love you too " said a familiar voice.

I turned around not believing what I had seen.